Why I Did It (Lauren/You)

Reason Number Seven: Being A TattleTale

My life is completely shit. I have no friends, I never get respected in school, my parents don't pay attention to me anymore, I have no one to talk to, and I feel completely alone.

The last page I told you about what happened at that party. Well Kristen went and told the whole school about what happened. I'm already getting called a slut at school so it didn't make anything better. The makeover that she gave me, didn't make me feel better or even make anyone like me.

The Boys at my school thought it was cool to touch me in inappropriate places. They think they can get into my pants. Everyone hates me at that school. The teachers are useless I tried to ask for help but none really listened. If it wasn't about any of my missing assignments then there was nothing they could do.

So I decided to talk to the principal.

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"You're telling me that my seniors are giving you a hard time in school ms. Y/l/n?" I nod as Principal Mars sat in front of me. "It's been going on for awhile"

"What have they been doing?...who are these students you're talking about?" She asked. I looked around the room. "Y/n?"

I looked at her as she raised an eyebrow "they've been assholes to me. Spreading rumors about me, bullying me on social media, leaving unnecessary gifts in my locker, I hate it. I want respect, I want to be treated right" she nods "I'm sorry this is happening to you y/n. Who are these people you're talking about?"

"Haley, Kristen, and Ryan" I started to name a bunch people that I could remember. She kept a blank look on her face. I looked around the room as she writes stuff down on a note pad. My eyes landed on a picture it was a picture of Jacob.

I looked to my left to see there was another picture of Jacob, and then I saw one on her desk. And then is made sense. Jacob Mars, Principal Mars.

Jacob was her son. She was never going to believe me.

"Is that all the people y/n?" 

"Um and Jacob" she sighs "I will try to help but you need to tell me more" I licked my lips. "What is there to tell? I gave you everything! I need you to do something about it!"

"And I will" I sighed "what will you do? What are you going to do to stop all of this?!" I asked "I will talk to them but in the meantime don't worry about it"

"Don't tell them that I said anything please"

"Of course" I stood up and walked out.

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The rest of the day went by quickly. I was walking out of my last class when someone grabbed my arm. I looked back to see Maia. I snatched my arm away from her. "Why did you put me in this?" She asked I rolled my eyes walking out the school. She followed me out the school.

"Y/n! Why would you tell the principal, what the fuck Did I do?! Please tell me because the last time I checked I didn't do shit!"

"Maia leave me alone I don't feel like going through this at the moment"

"I can't believe you, if I get suspended because of you y/n I swear to God I will-"

"You will what?" I asked "make me feel like even more shit?, You're going to kiss another girl in front of me? What are you going to do that you haven't done? Huh?!"

"I never went as far as bullying you! And you know that. Just because you can't get over me after knowing me for a couple months doesn't mean you seek fucking revenge... do it on Jacob? Ryan, Haley or anyone else but I don't deserve this. Get me out of this-"

I felt a lump in my throat. I cut her off by running to the first trash can I can find and vomited.  I threw up twice I already today, this would be my third time.

Once I finished I walked past Maia and walked away from her. I shouldn't have never put her in this. But she's the one of the reasons why I have those to stupid thoughts of just ending it all.

I found myself at the park. I sat down and just stared straight forward. I didn't want to go to school tomorrow. I didn't expect the principal to even get to the students today.

I don't think I'll be able to survive the rest of this school year.

After 3 minutes of just sitting there, someone came up and sat beside me I look to see a brown skin boy. His hair was in a mohawk and his hair was very curly. He had a piercing on his lip and a tattoo on his neck. He seemed pretty cool.

"Long day huh?" He asked "what?"

"You seem out of it"

"Oh Uh yeah" I looked away. "Wanna talk about it?" I shook my head "I don't even know you"

"My names is Jeremy I just moved in town and I'm looking for friends...now you know me" I chuckled. "I'm y/n"

"Nice to meet you y/n nor tell me what's up"

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That's was the first time I met My old pal Jeremy. Lauren I am almost done with this book. Please don't skip anything, you need to know what led me to do what I am about to do.

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"How is she?" I looked up to see Ally and Dinah, "Uh I'm going to say good even though she haven't showed any progress" I frowned. I felt tears building up in my eyes. They both pulled me into a hug. "I need her to wake up...I need her to wake up now...we have less then a week before they pull the plug guys...I can't let them do that"

Yes it's been about a month since they wheeled her in. But I'm starting to lose hope. I really want her to wake up, so I can tell her that everything is going to be ok. I don't know what I'll do if she just died on me.

"Everything going to be ok alright? She's going to show progress and she's going to wake up, the best we can do right now and pray" ally says "I pray every night and god haven't answered anything...I just want a sign that she's ok...that's all I'm asking for..why can't I just get a sign-"

A gasp left my mouth as I heard s cough come from her. My eyes widen. As I ran to her. It was just like last time. But that cough led to a seizure.

"Y/n are you awake?" I asked "please wake up, please" a tear fell from my eye "move a finger or a toe just please do something so I'll know that you're ok"  I stared at her for a minute but nothing.

"She's probably just getting a cold Lauren..it is pretty chilly in here" Dinah says. I felt her place a hand on my shoulder. "She's going to wake up"

"You don't know that"

"I don't but I have faith that she will".......