Why I Did It (Lauren/You)

Reason Number One: New Friends

Jacob has been texting me all week. More than I expected. More than he should be. He's been trying to get me to hang out with him all week. I always came up with an excuse because I didn't think it would be right. I'm friends with his girlfriend.

But I was glad that someone was actually trying to get to know me and be my friend. I honestly thought I would go the whole school year without any friends.

Lauren this was three days before I texted you. It was a Friday night. The night of the party. Both Haley and Kristen were at my house getting dressed. I was a bit nervous because I never been invited to a party before. Well I mean a high school party.

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"Wear those boots y/n you're going to look so cute" Kristen says "we're all going to look cute Kristen stop having favoritism" Haley says as Kristen handed me the boots. Kristen rolls her eyes. "I was just saying she's going to look good with the boots"

"Of course"

"What's wrong with her?" I ask "she thinks Jacob cheating on her" Kristen whispers "oh" Haley turns to us grabbing her bag. "Let's go I don't want to be late"

We followed her out the room and out the house getting into her car. Once we got to the party the place so already filled with people. "Great. We're late thanks a lot Kristen" Haley huffs stomping inside. "Such a bitch" I mumble walking inside. The inside of the house smelt like weed and liquor. There were a bunch of teens grinding on each other. Talking, singing, making out, and eating/drinking.

"I'm going to find Haley..I'll be back" Kristen walks away. I walked into the kitchen. I picked up a red cup that was filled with whatever. I brought it to my lips and took a sip. I cringed at the  taste. Someone chuckles. "First time drinking?" I turned to a girl. "Yeah" I answered. "I'm Maia and you?"

"Y/n"

"You know to get used to the taste is to just drink again and again. Through out the night...it'll start tasting like water" I chuckle "I know for a fact that's not true, but I can't drink a lot I have to go home to my parents" she nods "right. You are the new girl right?"

"Yeah."

"You already have a nice reputation. You're hanging with the most popular girls in school" I smiled "I guess that's alright. I really wanted to stay to myself this year but I guess things took a turn" I chuckled "Hey do you want to be fri-"

"Nobody wants to be friends with a dyke" I turned around to see Jacob he wraps an arm over my shoulder. Maia rolls her eyes "Jacob that's not a nice word... don't say that to her"

I'm offended by it. "Whatever let me introduce you to the guys. "Bye Y/n" Maia says turning around and walking away. Jacob leads me to a group of guys. "Guys this is my friend Y/n..this is William, Ryan, Justin, and Jason they are on the same football team as me" I smiled "hey guys"

I ended up spending most of my time with the guys they were really cool. Jacob was being a bit touchy. But other than that everything were going good.

I couldn't stop thinking about Maia. What did she do for Jacob not to like her. She's gay. What's the problem with that? "Do you know where Haley is at?" Jacob ask "no"

"Can you help me find her" I nod we ended up going upstairs. We checked every room. "I don't think she's up here" I say shoving my hands in my pockets. He sighs "she thinks I'm cheating on her"

I frown at him "are you?"

"No. She probably left" I placed a hand on his shoulder. "If you need to talk call me ok"

He looks down at me licking his lips. "I uh I'm here for you" he places his hands on my waist. And starts to lean in. "What are you doing"

"Trying to kiss you?"

"Jacob you have a girlfriend" I pushed him away from me only for him to slam against a wall. "She's probably fucking somebody else right now"

"I don't feel comfortable Jacob" he comes. Closer to me. I could feel his breath on my neck. "Why not...don't you like me" I felt his lips on my neck. I squeezed my eyes shut. As he starts to suck on my skin. I groan pushing him off. "No! No I don't like you. I don't like cheaters!" He chuckles licking his lips. He walks back over to me, smashing his lips to mine. "Jacob No!" I push him off. Turning away going towards the stairs. He grabs my arm pulling me to him. "If you say a fucking word to Haley about this I swear to fucking God I will make your life a living hell" I yanked my hand out of his gasp and ran down stairs.

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After what happened upstairs, I wasn't even in the mood to be at a party anymore. But if you think that was end of that nigh it wasn't. More shit happen that night, but before I tell you what happened. I need you to go west park for me. Yes it's a dog park don't judge me. But I want you to imagine everything that you read. I want you to have the picture in your head. I want you to feel what I felt.

Go now they're closing the dog park down very soon.

I looked away from the book and stood up. I walk over to Y/n placing a kiss on her forehead. "I'll be back ok....I have to do something for you"

I checked the time to see it's 11:30pm. I walked out the room going to the elevator hitting the ground floor. I walked out the elevator and out the hospital.

Tonight going to be a long night.