My Crazy Rocker

Chappie 13 - Drinking Buddies

Ace POV

Mahigit Two weeks na ang nakakalipas simula nung nakapagbitaw ako ng mga masasakit na salita kay Angelie. Two weeks na din siyang wala, ang sabi naman nila Daisy may sakit daw siya.

Im dying to go to their house para magapologize kaya lang sabi nila Daisy much better daw na hayaan muna na makarecover siya.
So i agreed because as much as I want to say sorry I still don't know what or how to say it.
And i really hate myself for that.

That f*cking girl Jenny! She never failed ruining everything, wala na nga siya dito pero she can always bring stress to me.

I didn't meant to say those things to Angelie i mean those words is not for her, ilang gabi rin akong hindi makatulog dahil sa guilt.

D*mn it! So stupid, im so stupid! Im off to the bar since it's saturday.. Actually napapadalas na ito I met my drinking buddies there
Friend ko na si Blake noon pa tapos friend niya naman si Chester and Jigger kaya ito sila na palagi kong nakakasama every night, schoolmates din kami kaya nagkikita kita din kami sa school.

Papunta na ko sa Frooze Bar when i suddenly froze because I saw Angelie palabas ng convenience store, Finally! Nakita ko din siya! I badly miss her, I was about to call her but I got tongue tied and my feet didn't make a move, hanggang sa makasakay siya sa kotse nakatanga lang ako dun, Crap! What a coward!

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"Oh ano bro? Kamusta naman kayu ng baby mo? Nakapagsorry kana ba?"

"Anong baby ka jan Chester? Tss Crazy man, Hindi pa ko nakapagsorry sakanya diba nga two weeks siya hindi pumasok"

"Aw yun lang Bro she must have been hurt badly para magmukmok ng ganun" sabi ni jigger sabay akbay sakin.

"Hindi ganun yun Jigs nagkasakit daw kasi kaya absent siya" paliwanag ko.

"Soon I really want to meet that girl Bro ano ba kasi meron yun at nagkakaganyan ka? I mean come on! There's a lot of fish in the sea! Fvck them all" ani Chester at nagtawanan naman sila ni Jigger.

Napailing na lang ako sa sinabi niya.

"Fvcker tsss" sabi ko.

"Tama na nga yan Bro let's just drink to that!" - Blake

"Much better, isang whiskey nga" sabi ko kay Blake sila kasi may ari ng bar kaya pag kami umiinom siya yung bartender namin para makainom kami ng hard liquors.

"Whiskey on the rocks, coming baby!" Aniya

"That's so gay Blake" I smirked

We drink until midnight, si Chester as usual ayun nanchichicks sa kabilang corner what a manwhore.

Si blake naman nagmamasid lang sa bar hindi pa masyadong lasing pero sineservan niya yung ibang girls dun.

Si Jigger? ayun parang wild animal sa dance floor.

Creepy new buddies =__=

Ako tahimik lang sa isang table thinking of her again, My conscience are killing me.

Mukhang ok na siya nung makita ko siya kanina.

Its already 1:30am I suddenly grab my phone and dialled her number.

Riiing riiiiing!

"Uhh..Hello?" A sleepy voice answered.
her voice. Ang sarap pakinggan, damn! I really miss her.

"Hello? Sino to?"
Napapikit ako sa tone ng boses niya I found myself smiling pero hindi pa rin ako sumasagot.

"Ah may balak ka ba magsalita? Late na ah kung sino ka man istorbo ka sa paglaki! Natutulog eh" I chuckled ang cute lang ng boses niya halatang naalimpungatan ang sarap talaga pakinggan.

I was about to answer but..

"Hoy ikaw alam mo ba kung gaano ako nahihirapan makatulog gabi gabi? Tapos ikaw? Mangtitrip ka pa? Kung ayaw mo magsalita goodnight na lang!!"

*Toooot Tooooot

Nailayo ko yung phone ko sa tenga ko dahil ang lakas ng boses niya at natawa na lang ako, and here it is i felt the strange feeling again in my chest, tsk Stupid girl.

"Ayos Bro ah ganyan ka ba kaguilty at parang nababaliw ka na?" - Blake

"Grabe bro she's weird"
Sabi ko at pailing iling pa.

"Weird huh? Yet you're smilling there like an idiot, I think parehas kayo niyang baby girl mo, yeah bagay kayo!"

Nawala yung smile ko dahil sa sinabi ni Blake ang gago talaga nito, I gave him my deadly glare and he put his both hands up na parang nagsusurrender.

"Whoa! Chill there Ace Ihatid na nga lang natin sila Chest at Jigs mga lasing na eh" ani Blake

"Ge" tango ko.

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Matapos namin sila ihatid I went home napadaan ako sa park and i saw a girl sitting in a swing, late na ah bakit nandito pa siya? Babae pa naman siya at nagiisa lang hindi ba siya natatakot?

Lalapit na sana ako pero nakita kong may dumating na lalaki may dalang ice cream.

"Wow chocostrawberry ice cream! Thank you, this is my favorite!" -girl

"My pleasure, bakit ka ba nandito? masyado ng late ah umiiyak ka pa" - guy

"Ah hindi kasi ako makatulog kaya naisipan kong magpahangin na lang muna"
familiar yung boses nung babae pero dahil medyo tipsy na ko hindi ko masyadong makita yung mukha niya nakahoodie kasi siya eh.

"Eh ano naman ang reason mo
Bakit ka umiiyak?"

"Ah.. Eh kasi broken hearted ako kaya siguro nagiiyak ako dito hehe"

"Broken hearted? Nagaway ba kayo ng boyfriend mo?"

"Hindi.. Hindi ganun hehe.. Hindi ko siya boyfriend"

Nakita kong may kumislap sa mata niya and I have a feeling na kilala ko yung babae na yun.
Nagpatuloy ako sa pakikinig.

"Did you know how it feels when the one you really love rejected you easily?.. And you are new to this feeling that's why you didn't know how to handle the pain? I can't do anything about it" sabi nung girl and then Shit happens I knew it! It's her!

She's crying and it was my fault I feel the urge to comfort her maybe dahil sa guilt? oo tama nguguilty lang kasi ako lalapit na sana ako pero naunahan na ko.

Niyakap siya nung guy na ikinabigla naman niya pati na rin ako.

"You know what? Hindi mo hawak lahat ng problema sa mundo kaya hindi mo kailangan maging ganyan, i know how it hurts to be rejected by someone you love, it's just natural to feel that way but you don't need to imprison yourself to that pain, it's hard to move on yeah, but still you need to try it for your own good, ipakita mo sakanya na nagkamali siya sa pagreject sayo prove him na he just lost a once in a lifetime shot" sabay smile niya kay angelie.

Speechless naman si Angelie pero unti unti naglight up yung face niya, pinunasan niya lang yung tears niya at tumango.

Her face..
ang aliwalas na tignan ngayon at masaya siya na nakikipagatawanan sa kasama niya.
Ive never seen that emotion in her face when she's with me.
WTF? I felt something wrong, hmm uneasy? i guess i don't know tss.

Crap! How i wish hindi na ko nakinig parang nakakaramdam ako ng inis ngayon! Tsss

Umuwi na lang ako after seeing that scene nakakabadtrip lang! Kung ganun yung nararamdaman niya pwede naman sakin niya sabihin eh tsk!

Pwede naman ako ang magcomfort sakanya! Ako naman yung dahilan dapat sakin siya lumapit! Nakakainis! Kung kani kanino pang lalaki siya nakikipagusao sa ganitong oras!
Nakakainit ng ulo damn!

What The Heck was that huh? Angelie!? I thought you love me? Bakit iba ang kasama mo ngayon?

Damn! Now Im being unreasonable!