Mr & Ms YouTube// a Jake Paul and Erika Costell story

26. Hospital Jake's POV

Disclaimer
This chapter may disturb some readers please read carefully, if you need to stop at anytime please don't keep reading, this chapter is just Jake's POV and it's not that important so you won't miss anything if you skip it. I love you guys!

After admitting to Erika that I still love her, she rejects me and walks out crying. I hear the front door slam and that's when I can't help myself. I lock my door and burst out crying, I've never cried this much in my life. I manage to stop crying for a short moment, but I get angry so angry and sad that I never thought I would do this, I walk into my wardrobe and reach up to the top shelf, once I feel a round bottle I grab it and pull it down. I open the lid and start drinking, I can't stop.

I can't stop drinking vodka, I start to lose my vision and I pass out on my bed.

I wake up with a thudding headache, I can't remember what I did last night until I see all of the five 1L bottles of vodka on the ground I start getting angry but at the same time my heart is aching. There's a hole in it and only one person can fill it, I need to let go of Alissa and get Erika back.

I keep texting but, no answer, I feel like I'm slipping into depression and the only person who can save me, hates me. But I still miss her, I still love her.

I search through my closet and bathroom until I find more, I need to drink to get away from it all.

A few bottles go down and I hear the front door open, I get up stumbling on my way to the stairs when I see Erika. I completely lose it I fall face first down the stairs I tumble a bit until it all goes black.

I wake up in a hospital room with agonising pain everywhere, every bone, muscle, ligament, you name it, it hurts.
My vision slowly comes back to normal as a doctor and nurse come into my room. "Sir, can you tell us your name?" The doctor says, is he dumb? Obviously I can, "Jake Paul" I say and the nurse writes on a note pad "do you know how you got here?" This time I have no idea "no" I state trying to look out of the window and into the waiting room "okay we need to run tests, it shouldn't take long".

I must've fallen back asleep because as I'm waking up I see a familiar figure "Erika?" I ask sitting up slowly. Erika asks me how I'm feeling and I tell her that I'm very sore, she nods her head and then leaves.

"Jake, I'm sorry but I have to leave, I'll be back tomorrow" Erika says softly "it's okay" I whisper and just like that she's gone again.

Authors note
I decided to make Jake's POV of this chapter, I hope you liked it.
DISCLAIMER
I'm VERY sorry if I offended someone in this chapter. I personally don't have any experience of having depression or being drunk I just used what I have learnt in school. If you want me to take anything out I will please private message me. Also if you are suffering please know that you are not alone, I'm here for you and I'm sure our family (readers of this book) are too. Ily.
Ahhhh 4 more chapters I'm going to try and make them good and bigger chapters than usual.
QOTD: Who's your top 3 fav youtubers?
AOTD: Tanner Fox, Logan Paul and Jake Paul
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