"Well that looks a lot more comfortable." Nathan said looking at me from the kitchen. His sweats were a bit big so i rolled them at the top, they were still roomy. They were a bit low on my hips and I tied the back of the shirt back with a pony tail holder that was on my wrist. I kept trying to fix my shirt because it was causing about an inch of my stomach to show. I finally gave up after feeling awkward trying to fix it. My hair was tied up in a messy bun. I walked over to the kitchen.
"Want something to eat or drink? Did you have dinner?" Nath asked as I sat down at the high top table.
"Uhm, I can make some tea. do you want some?" I aske dhim about to get up.
"I'll make it babe." He looked through the cuppards of the mini kitchen. He got out two mugs and put some water on the stove. He ran to his room and can back with a box of tea bags.
"Erm why was that in your room Nath?" I asked chuckling.
"A fan gave it to me, why not drink it right?" He said laughing back. He poured the hot water over the tea bags and handed me my mug. We walked over to the living room and sat down on the sofa. I placed my tea on the table and grabbed my phone and iPod. Nathan took my iPod and tried to unlock it.
"You'll never guess the password." I said jokingly. He typed in nathan. Didn't work. He tried The Wanted. Still nothing. I took the iPod and typed in NJS.
"Nathan James Sykes. NJS. That's the password." I said handing him back the electronic.
"Ok, let's see what songs you listen to." He put in the headphones and clicked play. He got a bit startled to hear that I was last listening to Ignorance by Paramore.
"Well that's a bit heavy!" He said.
"Yeah, I kinda like heavy metal stuff. I mean screamo music isn't my thing but kind of gothic punk music is. I love it." I said a bit embarassed.
"That's cute." He said looking at me.
"Cute?" I asked puzzled.
"Yeah, I mean you're so happy and perky, so you listening to punk rock isn't what you would think but it's adorable." He explained.
"Oh, haha. I wasn't always so happy like this ya know." I told him a really quietly.
"What are you talking about?" He asked pushing my face up to look him in the eyes.
"I mean, I used to be that weird girl no one looked at." I told him. My eyes filling up with tears again. He put his hand on the side of my head and placed it on his chest.
"Babe, that's in the past."
"But I couldn't handle it. I hurt myself and it just made people hate me even more."
"You hurt yourself?" He hugged me tight. "Never do that again. You mean far to much tome to ever lose you, or have something bad happen to you."
"I promise I won't do it anymore." I hugged him back.
"Anymore? You still do it?" He asked very upset.
"I haven't in a few months." I pulled him back towards me.
"Good." He played with the little pieces of hair that were falling out of my bun. I closed my eyes and nestled into him. I was about to fall asleep when I heard him speak again.
"I love you.." I looked up.
"I love you too." I kissed him. He kissed back. We kissed slowly for about a minute and I layed back down on him. I fell asleep but he woke me up again around 11:30.
"Hey, you can't sleep on this couch. It'shorrible for you." I was still half asleep. He guided me to the room by my hand and layed me down in bed. I fell immediatley back asleep and he layed down too. I don't think I was aware that I was about to stay the night with Nathan Sykes...
