The rain hit the window as I sit outside of Chris place crying my eyes out. The weather matches my mood perfectly.
The all black Audi pulls up beside me. Chris hops his car immediately and rushes over to me. "What's wrong? How long you been here?"
"I just got here maybe 5 minutes ago."
"Let's get inside and out the rain." He cuts my car off and we go inside. "What's wrong Bae? It's some with your brother?"
"It's a bunch of shit."
"A bunch of shit like what Asia?"
"Alisha and my brother were seeing each other when she said she was talking to Mon I assumed she meant Monte. My brother name is Montez. They both have to same nickname so I never questioned it. At first the doctors were saying everything was cool. But something went left last night. Now he's laying in the hospital potentially paralyzed for life. He may not be able to use the left side of his body. Her brother shot my brother after they exchanged words. The shit is stupid as fuck and my brother almost lost his damn life all because of a bitch."
"Look bae that's two grown ass people. It's fucked up they didn't say shit but they don't need your permission either."
"You don't get it and I don't expect you to understand. I didn't come over for all of that anyway I just need to escape reality for a while and lay up with my baby."
"I may have some for you."
"I'm not buying weed from you." He laughs, "It's on the house."
We roll up and share a blunt. "Yo' brothers gone beat my ass if they ever find what I done exposed yo ass too."
"I ain't telling them shit. They gone meet you at the wedding."
He laughs, "Deadass."
I lay my head against his chest. "You make me forget about every fuck up thing about my life. You deadass my peace."
"You mine too... Just relax Bae eventually everything will work itself out."
"I want to do something more than relaxing." I turn around and face him. "You saying what I think you saying?" My shake me head yes. "You sure?"
"Yes."
I can hear my heart actually beating against my chest as he hovers over me. He stares into my eyes before leaning down to kiss me. Our kiss deepens as our tongues blush against each other.
He throws his shirt off as I follow behind him undressing completely. He stares at the black lace set I had on. He tucks his bottom lip between his teeth. As if time is standing still we stare into each other's eyes, contemplating what's about to go down. "You sure?"
I nod my head yes. "I promise I'll go slow." he says against my neck before placing soft kisses in the same spot. "I'm ready."
He leans up and looks over me before bending down. I legs are already wide open. He grabs the rim of the lace panties and pull them down my legs until they're off.
He smiles as I watch him get closer to my treasure box. He place kisses as he travels between my legs. "Don't run."
"Don't kill me." We both laugh until my laughter is cut off by him taking a lick. He sits his arms around my thighs as his lips attach to me. "Fuck." His tongue moves up and down slurping my juices.
I start to feel an unfamiliar pressure in my stomach. "Shit." He grunts. He sucks harder sending me over the edge. No longer able to hold in my moans. I release but Chris doesn't stop. Gripping the sheets I arch my back wishing I would move his ass back just for a second. "Oh, God. Chris!" The pressure hits me again and I release way faster then the first time. The pleasure is too much as tears slowly trickle down my face.
After another wave Chris leans up and kisses the tear off my face. "Need a break?" He asks sweetly. "No." I manage to say. I'm ready for this. If the head is this good, I can only imagine what this is about to feel like. "Just make sure you go slow."
"I will."
He removes his boxers as he stands erect. It's so big and long. "You ready?" I gulp feeling shy all of sudden as my cheeks get hot. "Yes."
I feel the tip and tense up. "Look at me." He says hold my face in place. I gasps feeling him getting in deeper and deeper. "Mhm..."
"I'm almost all the way in." Just hurry up so shit can stop hurting. He covers my yelp with a kiss as he pushed himself all the way inside.
My mouth hung open as he gentle thrust inside of me. I throw my head back as he makes my body feel ways I've never felt before.
His strokes increase as the pain fades away. Our bodies rock in the same rhythm. "You good?" He asks removing a strand of hair away from face. "Yes it feels so good."
"This the best I've ever had. Wait." He pauses. "Why you stop?"
"You bout to make me buss early as fuck." He says groaning. "Is that good?" I ask. He chuckles, "It's too early for me to be nutting this early. I gotta make you wife before I make you a mother." He says then begins go slowly start back stroking. I release again. "Asia-"
"Fuck." He buries his head in neck as I feel him release. "Let me ride you."
He raises up and looks down at me quizzically. "I heard my cousin talking about it." I say before he assumes otherwise. "Teach me how to do it."
"Switch." He says as he slowly slides out. "Alright gently lower yourself down on me." I look down at his dick standing at attention just like before. I take in a deep breath and slowly exhale as I cover all of him. "Just rock back and forth until you find your rhythm."
I do just as he says with his hands helping guiding my hips. "Bae... Damn."
"Am I doing it?" I ask slowing down. "No... it's perfect."
As the hours of the night passed us by as we continued to make sweet love.
I laid next to Chris snuggled up next him after a shower and another round. The clock read 6:59 am. "Baby you good?" Chris whispers. "Uhm Mhm." I mumble with my eyes no longer able to stay open. "You sleepy?"
"Uhm mhm."
"You still love me?"
"I love you. You love me?" I ask back. "Hell yeah I love you."
He chuckles then places a kiss on my forehead. "Good night."
"Night."
We fall asleep in each other's arms oblivious to the world, as the sunrises.
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