my bad luv // blackbear

Chapter 22: Lost

GABIS POV

I stared, frozen, at my screen examining the red head in hope that it wasn't the same girl, but there was no denying it. She had the same bright red hair, perfect body, and style as she did at the party.

Of course she has to be beautiful.

I turned my phone off and sat blankly trying to figure out what to do. Do I call him? Text him? Hate him? I don't think I could do that even if I tried.

So I just sat there and stared out into nothingness.

-

"Hey, wake up." Niki said giving me a shake to wake me.

"No I don't want to." I groaned as I sank further into the covers.

Niki ripped the covers off of me causing me to sit up and give her a very annoyed glare.

"You look horrible." She gasped.

"No shit." I said blandly.

"Why?"

"Here, look." I said handing over my phone that displayed Bears Snapchat story.

"So he lied about going to the studio?" She asked.

I shook my head yes.

"And you're crying because? Yeah that's annoying but-"

"Look behind him Niki." I rolled my eyes.

"Ohhhhh." She said dragging out the short word.

"I just don't understand him. We have a great time together and then he just rushes out on me, lies, and is seen with a girl who clearly wants him? What the fuck am I supposed to do?" I sighed falling back.

"I don't get it either, Gab. I'm sure he'll explain everything when he's ready to talk." She said placing a reassuring hand on my thigh.

"I'm tired of hearing that. I'm tired of there always being something that he has to explain to me."

Niki stayed silent and just nodded.

"I always take him back so quickly. No questions, no prying, no anything. Well not this time. Let's even see if he texts me first." I continued.

"I understand that. Now lets go make us a big breakfast." She smiled in attempt to cheer me up, but once she saw I didn't move she grabbed my arm and dragged me out of bed causing me to giggle a little bit.

-

"I'm full." I said pushing my empty plate away from me.

"Me too." Niki said getting up to clean the table.

"Shit! I have a photo shoot in an hour!" I panicked.

I grabbed my keys, said goodbye to her, and ran out the door.

I'm totally going to be late.

After driving way over the speed limit the whole way there and managing to not get pulled over I bursted into the doors only five minutes late.