"What's wrong?" Bear said as he kissed the back of my neck as I leaned into him on the bed.
"It's nothing, I'm fine." I lied.
I couldn't tell him what was going on because he doesn't know that I haven't told anyone about us yet, but I think I'm ready to. He has proven himself to me and honestly I can't sneak around anymore. It's just exhausting.
"Are you sure?" He said warily.
"Yes babe." I flashed a small smile and turned around so I was sitting facing him.
"So are you ready for that dessert?" I smirked as I got onto him, straddling him.
"Fuck yeah." He groaned as he felt up my thighs.
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"I can't believe it's our last day here already." I said as I poked my head outside the bathroom door as we were both getting ready.
"I wish we never had to leave."
I nodded in agreement and went back to putting the last touches on my make up.
Today Bear and I decided to go grab a coffee and walk around Central Park and then go to some club he got invited to.
It's crazy that people just invite celebrities to get their clubs publicized, but hey we're gettting a free tab out of it so why not.
"Ready?" He asked as he walked into the bathroom.
"Yep!" I said popping the P.
We left our hotel and walked out to our taxi that is taking us to Central Park.
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"I think the party bus is here!" I shouted to Bear as he was finishing up getting ready in the bathroom.
Yes you heard me right, the party bus. The owner of this club not only is he offering us a free tab but he got us a party bus too.
"Alright, let's go." He said taking my hand.
We climbed into the stretch hummer limo that had blue lights illuminating the inside with Blackbears music blasting already for us.
We laughed as we both sang the words to Do Re Mi together and cheers our champagne.
The memory of him opening up with this song at his concert Niki and I went to replayed in my head for a minute. Oh how things have changed drastically since then.
We pulled up to this giant club called The Good Room. The second we stepped out of the party bus cameras flashed from all directions, the paparazzi must hang out here.
We made our way up to the entrance where we were immediately granted access to go in. The second we walked in we were met with the thumping bass of the loud music and an ocean of human bodies dancing and jumping around.
I felt Bear grab my hand and lead me to a vip bar in the back away from the crowd, which was relieving because it was quite overwhelming in the main room.
Some work member approached us and explained how we have to advertise that we are at their club and then we are welcome to whatever we want.
I snapped a picture of Bear by the bar and posted to my story and he did the same.
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Then we began drinking, a lot. We started with a few rounds of shots followed by lots of dancing.
Bear and I were just letting loose and it was so fun. It's nice to be drunk with him and just have fun and be goofy. He isn't doing something to hurt me or seduce me, just laughing and having fun. Pure happiness.
Ugh, he makes me so happy.
"You make me so happy." I thought out loud as we drunkenly spun in circles together.
"I love you." He said looking me in the eyes causing me to come to a complete stop and just stare at him.
Did I just hear that right?
Immediately a smile grew across my face and I lent in and smooshed my lips against his. His words stirred my stomach causing butterflies to erupt. I am completely content in this moment and I never want it to end.
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After drinking far too many drinks and throwing back far too many shots Bear and I decided to call it a night.
We crawled into bed together in just our undergarments and cuddled up as close as possible. I fell asleep with him gently stroking my hair.
Tonight was such a good night.
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"Wake up Gab. We gotta get going." Bear said as he gave me a light shake.
I groaned as I stretched and got out of bed to put on my airport clothes and finish packing up my bag.
We got into a taxi and were off to the airport.
The whole ride was very quiet, Bear hasn't said a word about saying I love you last night. Maybe he doesn't even remember? I doubt he does. It's not like he meant it, he was drunk.
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"Babe, we're back." Bear whispered in my ear, waking me.
I picked my head off his shoulder and looked out the window to see the familiar palm trees of Malibu.
We both walked off the plane to the baggage claim where we waited together for our bags.
"So what's our plan. When do I get to see you next?" Bear asked as he leaned against the wall behind me.
"I know I have some modeling stuff in the next few days, but I should be free by Friday." Today was Monday.
"Good, I don't think I could go much longer than that without seeing you." He said placing a kiss on my head.
We spotted our bags and he grabbed them for us then we headed outside to where our cars were waiting for us. It's time for us to go our seperate ways once again. Lisa was in a car waiting for me and Bear had to go back to LA.
"Well I'll text you when I get home." I said giving him a hug and then a passionate kiss before walking away.
"Bye hot stuff!" He shouted causing me to laugh before getting in the car.
Still no word about what he told me last night. I'm not surprised, it probably didn't mean anything to him... But maybe it meant something to me.
