I furrowed my brows to why Sydney was telling me to check my Instagram, that's weird. That's when I saw my notifications were blowing up. I was repeatedly getting tagged in a post. Not just any post, Gabis.
What now?
via Instagram
Liked by niki, nashgrier, madisonbeer, camerondallas, thegabbieshow, and 250,728 others gabi 3 days.....💗🖤 #FIRST View all 16,109 comments madisonbeer SO PROUD OF U! niki 🖤💗🖤💗#FIRST gabbear is this about @iamblackbear ????
What the actual fuck. She wrote a whole fucking song about me. Well I can admit she surprised me, I was not expecting that.
I debated texting her about it, but then realized I'm doing the same thing. I have been writing my feelings lately and all my feelings are related to her. There's some good songs, but there's also some bad songs about her.
Okay, my turn.
I quickly pulled up Twitter and tweeted.
"FIRST single dropping from my new album tonight @ midnight"
I laughed at myself for the reference to Gabis song and closed my app to text Aaron.
To Lil Aaron: party tonight. spread the word. bring the good stuff🤧
GABIS POV
"Holy shit." Niki gasped.
"What?" I asked looking up from my phone.
"Go look at Blackbears Twitter."
I quickly pulled open the app and typed the dreaded name into the search bar.
"You have got to be kidding me." I sighed.
I have a feeling this ones going to be about me.
I decided to quote Tweet it since we are already being petty anyways
"Hey thanks for the free promo! #FIRST available on Friday"
Niki quickly liked and retweeted me.
Bring it on. This means war.
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"One minute." I said nervously to Niki and Gabbie because Gabbie was spending the night.
I had filled her in on all the Bear drama tonight and it took over an hour to tell our whole story. Talking about it from start to finish really hurt, even if I wasn't showing it.
Althought I like to pretend I don't give a fuck anymore and that I'm over him, that isn't the truth. I miss him. I miss him a lot. There's still a tiny piece of me that still hopes we'll end up together, even though he has already moved on. We were just so good together.
"I hope your whole life sux." Gabbie said.
I quickly snapped out of my thoughts.
"What?" I ask.
"That's what the songs called. He just posted that its now available." She explained.
Simultaneously after Gabbie said that Niki had started playing it on her phone.
"Sittin', thinkin' slow, I am all alone in my hotel I think it's Albuquerque, I forgot what day it is, you fuckin' hurt me I don't know, I am flyin' girls around the world to validate myself I think it's funny, yo Lololol's the only L's I am takin' shots at myself, this is true Close my eyes, this girl I barely knew felt just like you Instagram be feelin' like the grocery store, I pick and choose I got a lot in my account but I ain't got shit to lose"
It started as we all intently listened. I felt my heart drop. This is definitely about me. It's horrible.
"The truth Yeah, is I have been up for days on cocaine The truth Is I have been up for days tryin' not to think about you I hope that I am the reason that you can't sleep I hope that your whole life sucks without me The truth Is I have been up for days thinkin' 'bout you"
"Wow." Niki said as it finished.
"This is about you isn't it?" Gabbie asked already knowing the truth.
I nodded and liked his tweet that announced that the song was out.
"Oh well. Let's show him I don't care." I said as I opened Snapchat.
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Hopefully he'll see my Snapchat and know that I still have a life outside of him and it's only getting better. I am getting more famous, making music, and have many more friends who happen to be pretty famous as well.
He isn't shit.
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Sorry short chapter. The next part looked weird in the same chapter as this one so I split them haha
Also FYI i plan to have around 70-80 chapters in this book so we're like halfway done ):
