Why? (Jin x Reader)

10

Seokjin visited me every day until I was discharged. He picked me up and drove me home. As soon as we stepped inside, he turned to me and took a deep breath. "Y/N, can I live here?"

"Isn't that what you've been doing?" I cocked my head in confusion.

"No, I mean.. Like.. Officially. Forever." He avoided eye contact and rubbed the back of his neck.

"Oh. Yeah, sure." I shrugged slightly.

"Thanks." He smiled slightly and chuckled. "I was planning on moving out, but... I don't know, I like it here. I like being with you." A light shade of pink dusted his cheeks.

"Aw, that's sweet." I couldn't help, but smile as he chuckled in embarrassment.

"Um, anyway.. I got the cupboard door repaired. There's not any engravings on it anymore." 

"Oh, thank you." 

"... Sorry."

"Why are you apologising?"

"I shouldn't stay with you. I should just move out."

"What? Why?"

"I don't want to bother you."

"You're not bothering me, Seokjin. I honestly enjoy your company." I chuckled slightly.

"You're just being polite." A sigh escaped his lips.

"No, I'm not. I-"

"Look, I'll just move out and let you be. I know that you'd rather have the house to yourself." My heart sank at his words.

"If that's what you want, then okay. You can move out." I forced a small smile and nodded.

"I'll move out as soon as possible. I've already caused you enough trouble." His kind smile was like a dagger to my heart.

"... Okay." I said softly as he left to start packing. I dragged myself back to my room and sat on the edge of my bed. 'He's leaving... Huh..' I clutched my aching chest as I hugged a pillow. 'It's okay, I can see him at work. Wait, I still can't work because of my injury...' I looked down at my waist that was still healing and sighed. 'It's just a few weeks. I can go for a few weeks, right? Wait, why do I feel like this anyway? Why do I feel so attached to him?' I was interrupted by scratching at my door. I opened it and let Jjangu into my room. 'That means Jjangu's going to leave too...' I felt even more upset. 

"Jjangu.. Don't leave me.." I mumbled, picking him up and hugging him. "I love you Jjangu.." I whispered, running my fingers through his soft fur. 

The next day rolled around and we ate breakfast in silence. Seokjin had to go to work so I was left at home alone. I tried to watch so many different shows to lighten up my mood, but nothing worked. I ended up napping all day and waiting for Seokjin to come home.

He came home and I felt slightly better. "Hey, I'm home!" He called out as he walked in. 

"Welcome home.." I said quietly as I stayed laying down on the couch. He froze and stared at me for a moment.

"What's wrong?"

"Hm? Nothing."

"Something's definitely wrong." He put his keys on the counter and sat on the couch opposite to me. 

"I'm just tired."

"Why are you tired? I've never seen you this tired before."

"I was sleeping, I just woke up."

"Why were you sleeping?" He narrowed his eyes at me in confusion and suspicion.

"Because I was bored as hell."