Love Will Remember ➝ vhope

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Hoseok didn't get much sleep last night, to be more accurate Hoseok didn't get any sleep. He was too lost in his memories with Taehyung and worrying about what to do with the situation of his twins wanting to see their dad.

It didn't help Hoseok either when both of his boys brought the topic back up. But like yesterday he managed to brush it off, for now.

So after dropping his twins to their nursery he went into a small cafe to get a strong coffee on the go.

Getting to work he entered his office, seeing the door to Taehyung's office open he saw he was with his 'fiancé'. Making a sick face he sat at his desk and looked at his emails.

If you were with your partner at your office you would have the decency to at least close the door right? Well what does Hoseok know? He's only been in relationships with abandoners and after having his twins he didn't really have much of a social life. Considering he was a single parent he didn't have much money to spend for leisure and when he did he would spend it on bringing his boys to fun places such as themed parks or a movie or anywhere they wanted to go.

Halfway through replying to emails he saw Hyuna leaving. But he didn't look back to greet Taehyung. So instead he kept looking ahead and working hard.

That was until he saw two hands on either side of him on his desk, not wanting to turn his head back he focused on the email he was reading even though in the corner of his eye he could see Taehyung's face was very close to his own.

If Hoseok was being honest Taehyung grew well he was still extremely handsome but he was a douche for abandoning Hoseok so he thought Taehyung was ugly. Well that's what Hoseok tried telling himself that.

Clearing his throat he spoke "what are you doing?"

"Checking if there's any important emails for me..." Taehyung spoke as his eyes remained fixed on the computer screen.

"If there's any important email I'll forward them to you so there's no need for you to lean over me." Hoseok said in a monotone voice.

"What do you think of Hyuna?" The younger was definitely surprised hearing the question and confused as to where it even came from.

"I haven't met her Mr Kim so I don't have a opinion." Hoseok responded in a neutral tone and gazed down onto his desk's top.

"Oh." Was all Taehyung said but he remained leaning over him "how's-"

Before Taehyung could finish his sentence he heard the door to Hoseok's office open causing him to quickly move away.

But luckily for Taehyung it was just Jungkook. Giving the taller male a slight smile when he glanced his way Hoseok clicked out of his emails to go through the letters Taehyung got.

"Can I talk to you in private?" Hoseok heard Jungkook ask Taehyung, and in response he heard a hum, footsteps then the door closing.

Hoseok sighed in relief when they went into Taehyung's office but soon after his eyes widened at the realisation that Jungkook could be telling Taehyung about his twins and where they were.

His breathing increased at the thought, he didn't want Taehyung anywhere near his twins. He knows he has no right to keep them away from their father but he was really really scared. He didn't want his twins to get disappointed and be all sad he didn't want them to suffer just because Hoseok chose the wrong guys.

Realising he wasn't breathing he gasped loudly and tried evening out his breathing through taking deep breaths.

It wasn't normal for Hoseok to have a panic attack but it wasn't his first time either having one. Ever since he had to raise his twins on his own he has become more anxious - always worrying if he will be able to give them a good life that they deserve or even if they were happy. Or if he was being a good mother or not. It all weighed on him that when he was on his own he would sometimes have a breakdown and at rare occasions he would even have a panic attack.