i'm feeling sad again because life
➡ the idea of college scares me because it reminds me just how lazy i am and how lazy i can't afford to be once i'm self sufficient on a college campus
➡of course this is simply a part of "growing up" and i just feel like i'm wasting time over non important things
➡ plus i want to expand my writing career but all i do is fanfiction; at the moment, that's the best that i can write which is really disappointing
➡any original suggestions i get sound really uninspired and dull; it'll be some document i eventually forget about
➡my recurring dreams are returning.
