⬆as happy as Barron Trump rn⬆
Is it normal that sometimes, watching your favorite YouTuber makes you cry?
Whenever I have a meltdown, I always think that Pyrocynical is gonna make me feel better, but then I feel worse and just cry more.
I think a lot of it has to do with the negative reception/hate that I've seen Pyro get in the past.
Whenever I see it, I don't know whether or not I should accept it as true/valid. I really enjoy him and his content, and I wonder if it's because I've become a bit of a fangirl of Pyro's over time.
The term "fangirl" inevitably comes with a lack of subjectivity toward the person to whom you fangirl over. In this case, I feel like I can't know if Pyro's haters potentially have valid points in terms of his personality (or lack thereof) and content because I feel as though I'm unable to look at Pyro subjectively.
Does that make sense?
