Chapter 5
After Dana and Kenny shaking hands and being 'buddies', I faked a text from my mom saying I had to go home and I left.
I mean, who wants the two main guys in her life, friends? Completely ridiculous.
What's also ridiculous is that Dana had my car, so he had to come back.
I hopped into the passenger seat and faced forward.
"Got tired of him already? Is he that small?"
"Just drive, perv,"
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We pulled up to a Coldstone and he put the car in park and pulled out the keys. He turned to face me and spoke. "I wasn't going to let you off without ice cream; as I promised."
He got out the car and, seeing that I didn't have a choice, I got out too. We walked up to the counter, and both ordered a medium sherbet ice cream.
"Still your favorite I see."
"Yours too,"
He shrugs. "Yea well some things don't really change." He payed and nodded at me once. "On me."
Kenny doesn't pay often.
He walked us over to a booth and we sat down, eating in silence. I was just making it through halfway of my ice cream, when he spoke.
"I'm sorry I left. I didn't know I hurt you as much as I did. And I....I hurt myself by leaving you like that. And you and I both know the extent of how stupid things I do go. And this by far was the stupidest. I'm not asking you to forgive me, because you won't and I accept that. All I'm asking is that; maybe you can stop hating me? You are my best friend ever. I can't handle this thing we have going; me trying and you guarding over your hate. Please, please say you'll stop.
I miss you."
I shake my head, looking at my rapidly melting ice cream.
"Dana it's not that easy. You may be hurt, but you don't understand for me. Losing your best friend over something they did. Them not telling you what happened or why they did what they did. You just don't understand it, and you probably never will."
I get up then, head to the door throwing my ice cream away on the way out. I hear Dana behind me, but I don't stop walking. He pulls me by the arm, spinning me around to face him.
"It's not safe for you to walk by yourself."
"What do you care? It's not like you can't just leave again. Not a problem right?"
I storm off. He walks off into the car and drives up to me.
"Get in the car. I'm not risking this Sacha. Really. C'mon."
I shake my head. I take off fully running then, heading through a shortcut I developed through the years, ignoring my feelings. I ran till I saw my house, and headed inside. Mom wasn't there so I was free to cry without getting questioned or lectured.
I propped myself up on the sink by my hands, gripping the edge of the sink till my knuckles turned white. I cried and cried and cried until finally Dana showed up, shutting off the car.
He hurried inside and found me, and rushed to me. He overtook me in an embrace, and despite what I would have done when I was sane, I took him in my arms as well, hugging him back. I'll admit, I missed his hugs. He rubbed my back, shushing me soothingly.
I cried into his shirt some more, just standing there letting him comfort me over his faults. "I missed you so much Dana," I choked up in between tears.
"I needed you."
I could feel him nodding.
"I know. I'm sorry."
A/N: Long time no read! Okay so I know I've been gone but I've been really busy with the musical and all, (in case y'all didn't know, I'm in HSM) and yesterday was opening night. It was great, but it's try 2 tonight! So I hope you enjoyed, and uhm.......love y'all.
Grateful for your existence
Faithful no matter the distance
You're the only girl I see
From the bottom of my heart, please believe
Reese's Peaces
