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Lance: Hey Coran can we talk?

Coran: Sure

Lance: I just feel like nobody on the team even likes me. Ya know. I feel like they don't need me. Keith is great at hand to hand combat. Hunk is the engineer. Pidge is the tech. Allura and you are the managers and co leaders. Shiro is head. And me I'm just Lance. I don't really have a thing. They always tell me to focus and that I'm not good enough. They say be more like Keith. Everything is always about Keith. I don't even hate it anymore. Cause I think I love him. And you do crazy things for the people you love. But everyone else doesn't need me. If I just left Allura could take over Blue. She'd be a much better pilot. And maybe Hunk will miss me but you guys will get over it. I don't even really have a strong connection with blue. Anyway I'm just ramabling at this point. But I gotta know. Do I matter to you guys at all?

Coran: Could you pass me that cloth over there.

Lance:........oh right.*hands over cloth*

Lance:*leaves room*

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Lance: Hey Pidge are you busy.

Pidge: Shut up Lance. I'm trying to work.

Lance:*tearing up* Oh Sorry

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Lance: Shiro?

Shiro:*training* Yes Lance

Lance: Could we talk. It's important

Shiro: What is it?

Lance: Its about me. My feelings........about the team.

Shiro: Lance I haven't the time for that. Do something productive. Like train like Keith is.

Lance: Right. Please excuse me

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Lance: Keith! Can we talk

Keith: If you're just gonna talk about girls and make fun of me. Then don't talk to me at all

Lance: Is that all you think I do?

Keith: Well you flirt but why would you flirt with me?

Lance: I just wanted to talk!

Keith:*throws down sword* What is so goddamn important. That you have to waste my time. Do you need help training. I mean you clearly do but are you gonna ask for it? Or are you just gonna waste time like usual.

Lance: What does that mean

Keith: You're always screwing up the mission. You never do anything useful

Lance:......*walks away*

Keith: shit. Lance!

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Lance: Hunk? Buddy?

Hunk:*sleeping*

Lance: Oh.....

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Lance:*walks to Blue*

Blue:*has forcefeild around her*

Lance: I thought we had a connection! I thought that maybe for once I was special? When you picked me that was the happiest day of my life. I thought I had a purpose. Nobody needs me. Not back at the Garrison. Not here in the universe. I really am not needed. I tried. I've tried to be strong. To not burden the team with my problems. I tried not to take their words to heart. But if fucking hurts so bad. I'm not even seventh wheel because I have no wheel. I'm just....Lance McLame, McSlain, McGay. Im pitiful.

Blue:*still has feild around her*

Lance:*falls on ground sobbing*

Lance: *whisper*I just want to die*whisper*

Keith:*runs in* Lance! Thank god. I've been looking everywhere-*notices Blue and his sobbing*

Keith: Lance. What's wrong?

Lance:*sobs even more*

Keith:*hugs Lance* Shhh. Lance calm down a sec okay? What's going on with you and Blue? Why are you crying?

Lance: I'm fucking useless!

Keith:...........No you're not.

Lance: Yes I am Keith. Don't lie. Nobody here needs me. I can't do anything right. I'm not needed on the team.

Keith: Lance stop it. Don't talk about yourself that way!

Lance: I just want to die

Keith:........lance.....did....no...

Keith:*pulls Lance closer* Please don't ever say thar again. I couldn't live without you.

Lance:*crying* I want to Keith. I really do.

Keith: Stop it dammit Lance!

Lance:*sobbing* god I'm so pathetic!

Keith:*starting to cry* Lance. You're perfect. Everyone loves you just the way you are. Without you we wouldn't he a team. We need you so much.

Lance:*hiccuping but sliently* ..

Keith: I just want you to be happy. But I can't give that to you Lance. I don't know how to.

Lance: Keith.....I-.........

Keith: You what?

Lance:*sighing* Let me go first

Keith*lets go*

Lance: I think........that I love you.

Keith:*shock*

Lance: I knew you wouldn't like me back. I just felt I needed to do it before.... 

Keith:Before what?Don't you know how much you matter?

Lance:I don't matter Keith. You're making this harder than it needs to be

Keith:Lance......

Lance: Bye Keith Kogane

Keith: Keith McLain you mean

Lance:What?

Keith:Shit no. I meant Kogane.

Lance: Oh...ok. Bye

Keith: *whisper*Dammit. Oh what the hell*whisper*

Lance:*walking away*

Keith: Lance wait!

Lance:*sigh* Keith I swear to god this had better-

Keith:*kissing Lance*

Lance:*frozen*

Keith: Don't go. You deserve so much more. You have so much to live for too. Please stay

Lance:I love you so much Keith. Thank you so much.

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