Eyewitness: Philip and Lukas:

a day in my life

I hate to sound cheesy, but I kinda want to do a day in my life. There's not much to it. I sit in the hospital all day, awaiting the moment Lukas walks through that door. My mom has to leave soon. I mean she hasn't told me, or I don't even think she knows when she has to leave, but I know she'll have to go soon.

On this particular day, I'm sitting in the hospital with my mom waiting for Lukas...... any second now.

When he walks through that door I always want to jump up, but then I remind myself as to why I'm still in this fucking hospital.

You know how when you're watching TV and you see a patient in the hospital and you think, oh free food, people taking care of you, it can't be that bad. Wanna know how I know, because I used to he one of those people. But know that I'm actually in the hospital I'm like fuck this shit, I'm ready to get the hell out of here.

"Hi, Lukas."

My mom says greeting Lukas with a warm hug. I'd like to think Lukas thinks if my mom, like a second mom to him, which is really, really nice. But it's so awkward because he still doesn't know what to call her.

"Hi An- Ms. Shea." He goes with. I laugh to myself at that. He is so cute.

"Anne is fine Lukas." Mom says pulling away.

Lukas nods and walks to me, pulling up a stool.

"Hi baby." Lukas says giving me a kiss.
 
This is something I could never get used to someone being so nice, and loving towards me, except for mom of course but he's my world, I can't imagine how my life would be if I didn't have him by my side.

"Hi."

I say, trying to make conversation. Considering I haven't seen him all day, we should have something to talk about but I don't want this to seem forced so I take it at a slow pace.

"How was school?"

He looks up at me with a worry face, which could only mean bad news. But, god his eyes are so blue.

"I ummmm. I sort of got into a fight today."

This immediately gets my attention. A fight? With who? What could've possibly happened that Lukas needed to fight someone? I immediately think the worst of the situation.

"A fight?" I say my brows furrowed. "Why? With who?"

He takes my hand.

"These guys were talking shit about you, and I tried to ignore them because I know who you are. But they just got to me, and I snapped.

I can't say I'm shocked because as sad as it may sound, I get bullied, and I'm pretty much not liked, which is fine because my boyfriend loves me and that's all that fucking matters to me.

"What did they say?" Mom asked getting angry.

I know this isn't a good sign because if I've learned one thing from my mom, I've seen her angry with people and this made me realize. You never piss off my mom.

"Mom, no it's fine. I get called stuff everyday, this is nothing."

Lukas tightens his grip on my hand.

"It means something to me. That's not gonna fly if I'm around, or another time to let me know when it happens."

"Okay. So did you win the fight."

This is a question to lighten the mood because of course he won the fight. If Lukas wouldn't have said anything about the fight, I wouldn't have even known he was in a fight.

"Of course I won, no one is gonna talk about my baby and not expect to get their ass kicked."

I smile and look over to see my mom smiling too. I know she's happy for me   just by the way she smiles when she sees us being happy together.

"Philip, would you mind if I stayed at Helen and Gabe's tonight this couch is kind of hurting my back."

Mom chuckles. "And Lukas can stay the night."

I look over at Lukas. "Can you stay the night?" I ask hoping he'd say yes.

"Yes, considering I'm suspended." He says smiling.

"Would your dad mind?" I ask

"Nah, he's been pretty chill about me being here, he encourages me to be here."
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Around 9:00 pm. Mom, Helen and Gabe leaves. Yes they came to visit me earlier. They're my parents too. Hey, two moms never hurt.

My doctor insists that they bring another bed in my room that my mom had been turning down everytime.

Eventually Lukas accepts and they connect that bed to my bed so it looks like one big bed.

We watch TV. Well I watch impractical jokers while Lukas kisses my neck. I try to ignore him as much as I can. But it starts to feel so good that I eventually give in.

I tangle my fingers through Lukas hair and let out the quietest moan I can.

"You done ignoring me?" Lukas asks smiling.

I nod and turn my face and he starts kissing me all over my face.

"Lukas." I say laughing, squirming when he starts tickling me.

I snort, which is really embarrassing, but Lukas doesn't seem to mind.

"Okay,
okay you win."

"Good, can I kiss you now."

I don't even answer, I just lean forward and kiss my forever and always.