Say no to this

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Johns POV

I feel like I'm going to be sick.

I feel dizzy like I'm going to faint

I have nothing left

I thought Angelica was my friend

How could she do this to me?

She's ruined my life.

I keep running down the street, unsure of where I'm going. I'm just running and running like life depends on it.

I'm holding back tears.

My dreams are useless now.

I need to stay in school.

I pick up the phone.

"Hey Martha, it's me. Can I come over?"

"Johnny, I knew you'd be back"

Her flirtatious voice brought back so many memories for me.

"Meet me at the park, 6pm"
She hung up.

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Alex POV

"Herc, I've been calling and texting him for an hour and he's still not replied."

"Don't worry, he's just in shock, he'll answer soon."

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6pm

Johns POV

What am I doing? I have a boyfriend.
I can't go back and call me ex now.
What's wrong with me?

"JOHNNY!" She yelled my name and ran over and gave me a hug.

"Hi Martha"

" I've missed you sooooo much like I've been with lots of guys and I mean a lot but nobody's even come close to you."

"Good to know"

"So are we doing this or what?"

"I'm sorry... doing what?"

"Just shut up and kiss me."

I don't break the kiss and I keep going, under the shirt, over her face and holding her hand

I'm a terrible person.


A/N I'm so sorry for not posting in a month but I've been so stressed out and I haven't had the time to update please forgive me :(

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