Jungkook perspective
I stared at myself in the mirror silently, I just don't see what everyone makes a fuss about no matter how long I look.
A let out a sigh before grabbing my phone and headphones and shoving them into my pocket. I grabbed my backpack before begrudgingly going downstairs.
I walked into the kitchen to what I knew would be there a plate of cold food wrapped up and a note.
I looked over to the clock on the wall, 7:09 so she's been gone about an hour. I looked down to the food on the table but I had no appetite.
I grabbed the note and plate before tossing them out and heading out the door.
I put my headphones in and turned my music up loud, music was my favorite escape, when I listen to it I'm free.
I walked into the school gates barely on time just as usual.
As I walked down the hall some glared, some pointed, and some just stared but I ignored them just listening to my music.
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It's been a couple days since I changed up my hair, I wanted a new style a bit more punk and less "cute".
I made my way down the halls like normal earphones in and pushing through the crowd but I'm and that means everyone's rushing.
A guy practically ran into me pushing me back and into someone. At first I was happy to not land on the floor but I jumped forward not caring that people were there as I felt someone squeeze my ass.
I looked back wanting to know who it was but it was too hectic and I couldn't tell. I gave up, I just turned back around and headed towards my locker.
I took out my headphones and just stood in front of my open locker trying to calm myself down. I nearly had a heart attack when the Bell rang. I sighed loudly before grabbing what i needed and went to class.
I absent mindedly sketched till lunch, I couldn't pay attention to class matter how hard I tried to.
I looked out at the dark clouds that were quickly approaching, I was so focused on them that I hardly heard the teacher dismiss us for lunch.
I looked at the drawing that I was working on before, it was a mess of arms sticking out of a black abyss, I crumbled it up and shoved it into my backpack before heading to lunch.
As always I sat across from Taehyung, I just sat there staring off into space poking at my food.
I looked to Taehyung with wide eyes, I knew he said something but I wasn't listening.
Jungkook can we he said sounding a bit sad, I didn't want to make him sad so I just said yea before awkwardly smiling.
I looked down at his hand as he grabbed mine, I slowly pulled it away. I looked up to his face after he went back to eating, he had a big smile on his face and seeing that I got kinda happy.
I hardly ate anything before the bell rang and everyone shuffled back to class, including me.
I stared out the window just watching the weather change from cloudy to slight rain, all the way until the end of school when it was storming.
I pulled my umbrella out of my backpack pack walked off the campus, happy that school was over and I could go home.
School wasn't that far from my house, only about a twenty minute walk but the rain relaxed me and It felt like time was frozen.
A class mate that I had been walking next to asked if we could talk so I stopped walking and listened.
He blurted out that he loved me before kissing me. I was filled with anger, I pushed him to the ground and watched as he scrambled to run away.
They're always like this everyone is, they don't even try to talk to me or be friends with me they just wanna touch me.
I started walking home again but this time not even the rain could calm me.
I was on the floor before I realized it and the rain fell all around me, I just got up I was too depressed to even care that I had fallen.
I walked into my house and went up the stairs leaving a puddle on each step.
I locked myself to in the bathroom before stripping down to my underwear.
I scratched at my cheek while staring at myself in the mirror. I scratches it raw and soon blood was dripping down.
I grabbed my mom's shaver and pulled out the razor. I turned the shower on and sat in the tub, the warm water hitting against my cold skin.
I traced down my arm with my finger before cutting into it with the razor. I watched as the blood seeped out. I ran my finger over the cut, it was warm. I put the razor into my other hand and slit the other arm.
I just laid there enjoying the warmth of the water as everything slowly went black.

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For Granted🌹Taekook🌹
FanfictionJungkook is just about perfect in the eyes of everyone around him but that's not what he sees, that is until Taehyung showed up.