For Granted🌹Taekook🌹

04

Jungkook POV

I woke up and for a minute forgot where I was reaching to the side to grab my phone from where my desk was.

My hand touched a large glass item and confused I looked over to it. It was a vase of flowers, I looked over to the nurse as she said good morning.

It was a different nurse from the day before and much younger.

She brought up her hand saying "it's nice to meet you." I answered back "yeah" and shook her hand but my eyes trailed down to her other arm as I heard crinkling.

"What are you doing with that" I said pointing to the blue flowers in her hand. This she said bringing her arm up "I was gonna get rid of it because the flowers are wilting and well you have more now" she said before pointing to the vase.

I didn't look over, I wasn't sure who sent them but right now I was more worried about the flowers Taehyung gave me.

"You can take the flowers but leave the paper with me" I said holding out my hand. She gave me a bit of a confused look before sliding the flowers out, placing the cone in my hand and leaving the room.

I unwound it and read it again a small smile creeping at the corners of my mouth.

I folded the note into a small square before putting it in the drawer and sliding it closed.

I turned my attention to the vase of flowers on the table, it was fairly large with many different types of flowers. A small cars sat at the top
~Get well quickly
Hope to see you soon
Sincerely your secret admirer

I just sat the card down on the table. I didn't know who sent it so it meant nothing to me but I've always loved flowers so I was still happy to get them.

I turned on the TV and checked the time, it's barely 6:46.  I just put on whatever and mindlessly stared at the screen.

Breakfast passed and I was bored out of my mind just staring at the  TV. I looked to the door as it opened, I saw my mother from behind the nurse that lead her to the room.

I looked back to the TV uninterested in why she was here now. She pulled the chair from the corner of the room and sat down next to my bed.

I knew she could hardly look at me, quickly looking away each time she did as if afraid to see me. But when did she ever really see me. She never had time for me, always busy with something else, always working.

As I felt her warm hand touched mine I looked over to her, with tears in her eyes she bit at her lips trying to stop from breaking down.

I bit at my lip before flipping my hand over and holding onto her hand.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I'm so sorry" she said breaking down now sobbing. "I'm sorry I wasn't there for you, I'm sorry I'm never there for you, I try my best but- I'm so sorry."

I could see as tears fell leaving wet marks on the bed next to me and felt tears of my own welling up in my eyes.

My mom sniffled as she forced herself to stop crying. She looked into my eyes for the first time, holding my hand in both of hers, "I'm sorry I wasn't here yesterday by the time I was off work visiting hours were already over, I'm really sorry" she said biting her lip again.

"No it's fine... I understand I said," but a tear fell down my cheek. My mom wiped it away before smiling saying "I love you." I broke down into tears and she stood next to me letting me cry out on her shoulder.

After a little while the nurse walked in with another vase of flowers before setting them next to the other one, and I quickly stopped crying.

"How long do I have to stay here" I asked as mom sat back down in her chair. "Probably two days, today they want to watch you to make sure your body doesn't resist the blood you were transferred and after that the next day you'll be given a test, depending on how you do you may be transferred to a mental hospital."

I just nodded my head and said "OK," trying to break the silence that followed mom walked over to the desk and asked who the flowers were from.

"Ooh two secret admirers, my handsome boy's so popular" she said after reading the cards.

"In what way" I said and my mom just stared at me, "only one person ever even tries to talk to me."

"Then tell me about the person who does" she said walking back to her seat.

I tried and tried but I couldn't remember anything about him, because I didn't know anything about him.

"Not now" I said not wanting to admit that I wasn't even trying to learn about the one person who would talk to me.

"OK then how about I go grab us some lunch, I'm starving. I'm thinking pizza."

"Sounds good" I answered back with a slight giggle and she just left.

I looked around realizing how lonely it was before she visited.

I looked to the desk and pulled out the piece of paper. I read it over again it's just a simple note and I really don't know why it makes me so happy.

I quickly shove it back in the drawer as the door opened not wanting to look like an idiot, smiling while staring at a sheet of paper.

It was the nurse again with yet another vase of flowers. "A cute girl was wondering if she could come visit" she said as she set it down, I tried thinking if who it could be but I couldn't and it made me mad. "Do you mind telling her and well anyone else that I'm not up to visits and well the tables already filled with flowers so..."

"Uh yea" she said clearly wondering why I didn't want to talk to her. As the nurse left I looked at the card ~sincerely Serna, as I thought I didn't know her, how could I.

I grabbed the remote and started up the TV just watching silently as u waited for mom to come back.

We talked and watched TV all day till visiting hours were over, it was the first time in forever that I felt that close to her.

"Bye mom" I said as she waved goodbye before turning around and leaving the room.

I let out a sigh and just stared up at the ceiling I was genuinely happy and all the laughing and talking we did still played through my head as I dozed off into sleep.