CHAPTER 21

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Elizabeth POV

The entire weekend. The entire weekend I thought. I sat in my room with only my thoughts and my music. I was scared, terrified... petrified. Not because I had gotten into trouble no, not because I had to sweet talk my out of it. I was scared because I liked it.

I liked it. The way I had to speak. The adrenaline rush I got. The way my mind worked before hand. The feel of triumph I got afterwards. I loved it.

I was tired. Tired of this boring life governed by torture,by my fears anxiety. The pressure I had on me. I was tired. For years I have kept my head down, watched what I said and constantly took  all that this cruel life threw at me. Why? Why should I?  Didn't I also deserve to be happy?

That's when I decided enough is enough. Time to be a new me. Not one small step but the whole walk.

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Penny's POV
 
What in the... I'm so... I'm speakless.  And if u know me then YOU KNOW  that's not normal. I never shut up

At this moment I'm so confused, I hate being confused. Being confused means being in the dark and being in the dark is what I hate.

Dont get me  Lizzy looked fine. I mean her black dress hugged every curve of her body perfectly as well as show off her killer legs. Her hair was flowing sown her shoulders like a supermodel and her dark make-up was perfect.

Lizzy was gorgeous she just doesn't  know it.

Well didn't.

Her anxiety held her back. She would walk with her head down but now she was a completely different person.

Confidence was radiated across her face although I could see the nervousness she tried to hide. I was not like I  wasnt proud, just confused

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