Shattered Beauty of a Monster (Jeff the killer fanfic)

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Lexi's P.O.V

His fist was still in the wall as we were just staring at each other. His breath was heavy and so was mine. The only thing I could hear in the room. As soon as I saw his fist fly at me, I knew he wouldn't hit me. He wouldn't. He's had two chances to kill me and he hasn't taken either of them. For some reason, I'm immune to whatever goes on in his head.

I wanted to read his mind. Trust me I tried. He pulled out his fist, not taking his off me. He looked. Mad. With a hint of regret but I don't think towards me. I wanted to say something. I wanted to hug him and tell him it'll all be okay. I wanted to just. Make him okay. I walked closer to him and pressed our foreheads together and closed my eyes. He stiffened up at first. I don't think he's had too much human interaction. That was gentle I mean.

I felt his breathing slow back down. I felt like doing something extremely risky. And I think he did too. So why neither of us did it is a mystery. He slowly pulled away from me and I heard him walk away. I slowly opened my eyes back up and just stood there. What just happened.

I couldn't leave. Couldnt run. Couldn't call a friend. Couldn't call my mom. I had no one to go ask advice from. I could go to Jack but he'll just tell Jeff. Slendy hates my guts, but he's all I got. I stood at his giant door. I stood on my tippy toes and knocked as hard as I could, and waited.

"It's open."

I pushed it open and looked around his room. It was so big. The walls were velvet and his bed was satin. Hardwood floors with old composers on his wall. And I heard a soft opera singing coming from an old record player in the corner. Figures.

"I knew it was you because the boys aren't polite enough to knock."

I simply nodded.

"Is this about Jeff?"

"How'd you know...?"

"I know everything."

"What was my first dogs name"

"Tank. And the one after, frosty."

"HOW DID Y-"

"I know everything."

Thats scary. But I don't have time for his know it all attitude.

"I'm not a know it all, excuse you human."

He can read minds. Great.

"Can we just talk about Jeff please."

"I can gladly tell you everything. His past I mean. And my theory of why I think he can't hurt you."

His theory...? No...no If I'm gonna know I want to hear it from Jeff. I've done enough poking my nose in stuff that it doesn't belong.

"No thank you. I want to hear it from Jeff. If I'm gonna know. It needs to be from him."

"Good choice."

"What should I do though...? To make up for what I've done?"

"Smile."

"What?"

"Jeff fancies you."

He's kidding me.

"He can't hurt you because he can't have another Lui."

"Who?"

"Thought you wanted to hear that from him?" Ugh he's such a british smart ass.

I sighed.

"Don't hold back on him anymore. Show him the affection you want to show him, because Lord knows he's terrified. For a lot of reasons. He'll show it back."

I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to kiss him so badly. But I was scared he didn't feel the same. Still not completely convinced.

"Well. if you aren't going to kiss him. Just. Hug him."

"Hug him?"

"Hug him."

"Hug him,"

"Yes. Hug him."

........Hug him?

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