Lexis P.O.V
My parents still didn't care. Ever since I was raped by my uncle my own mother and father pinned it on me, saying I provoked him. I was fucking nine wearing a princess shirt and blue jean shorts. How the hell is it my fault? What if Jeff would have killed me that night and they saw my remains. They wouldn't even try to find the culprit. They'd just cremate me and tell their friends how much they missed me over wine after they just came back from the movie theater. They've never cared about me I knew this, but why does it hurt so much. I could be dead but they don't care.
I gripped on to Jeff tighter as my chest felt like it was caving in. The tears were contentious now. Colby was all I had. For awhile. He confessed his feelings for me not too long ago. And I had the same feelings so started dating. But he took me to a party and got wasted monumentally and I found him in bed with my now ex best friend. They both tried begging for my forgiveness but I couldn't handle them. Being around them. This is the first time I've seen Colby since and his presence just makes my chest heavier.
"What don't I know Alexia." Jeff said above me. Sounding extremely serious.
"Might I say the same thing." Colby said from across the room.
"No you might not." Jeff responded.
"You sound like a black and white movie." I heard the spite coming from Colbys mouth. Something I'm not use to.
"You sound like a Justin Beiber song."
"You look like a makeshift Austin Mahone."
"You look like a wannabe Joker."
"Thank you."
Add that to the list of why I like Jeff so much. As entertaining as this was, I had to stop it.
"Guys. Not now please?"
"Okay." They said in unison. Both apologetic.
".....But. He needs to promise not to tell. Anyone you're here."
Me and Jeff both looked over at Colby. He sighed and nodded.
"But I need questions answered." He said looking at me.
"Yeah same here." Jeff said looking down at me.
Damn.
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Telling Jeff that my parents disowned me after I was raped, was the hardest to do. His reaction was pure disbelief. Colby had already known but he looked like it was hard for him to listen. He started yelling. Asking me for his name, his address, anything. Going into great detail of how he'd rip him to pieces and make him pay. I expected this, it being Jeff. But after he calmed down after I told him that he's serving thirty years, he sat down and mumbled "bastard should fry in the electric chair" and said nothing else for awhile.
Colby was not happy on the Jeff kidnapping me thing. At all. I've never seen him that furious in person before.
"WHAT IF YOU KILLED HER YOU FUCKER. WHY ARE YOU WITH HIM? HE'S A MURDERER. HE COULD SNAP AT ANY SECOND."
"YOU KNOW WHAT DUDE, FUCK YOU I'D NEVER HURT HER."
"DO YOU EVEN KNOW THAT? HUH?"
Jeff went quiet. I had never thought about it that way and I don't think he had either. Yes I knew he could easily kill me but. I doubt he'd just. Snap. Right? I've had the idea scratched into my brain that'd he'd never lay a finger on me. But I'm not sure he's even aware he could just. Break one day. Not knowing of his actions.
"Yeah. Thought so." Colby said through clenched teeth. "Lex you should just come back with me. This guy's crazy and I'm not leaving without you."
"Colby he's not cr-"
"Maybe you should Lex." Jeff interrupted.
"What??" I practically screamed.
"You should go. He's right. You should leave."
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song of the chapter: Human- Daughter
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Shattered Beauty of a Monster (Jeff the killer fanfic)
FanfictionHe's only felt this love for one person and one person only. He just doesn't want the same thing to happen again. He just doesn't want to let her down. But his insanity stands in the way of everything. Sometimes even his emotions.