Hello everyone.. so for those of you that have read this story, and gotten me over 4,000 reads, thank you. I am truly thankful for each and every one of you who took the time to read this story. Now I know I haven't updated this story since mid 2017, and I've really wanted to but things got in the way. I'm not making any excuses, but things happened and I didn't have any inspiration to keep this story going. In September of 2017 I started 8th Grade, which is the last year of Middle School for me, and I really needed to focus and get good grades because at the end of 7th Grade I ended up failing my math class which led me to have to go to summer school. Luckily I passed summer school and moved onto 8th Grade but my parents both really wanted me to work hard to make sure I passed 8th Grade. In early 2018, a situation happened which I'm not going to talk about on here. But that situation made me realize who my real friends are. The person who was with me DURING the situation, completely threw me under the bus and tried to say that it was all on me and she did nothing. My other friend also took her side, and to be completely honest, it hurt. Now I don't talk to them. But that just goes to show that people are assholes. People are ruthless and heartless. That was a big low in my life which degraded my self-esteem and made my depression and anxiety go through the roof. However in June of 2018 something small happened which turned my world around. (Yes it included a boy 🤭). The summer of 8th Grade I didn't have to go to summer school and to be honest I was becoming slightly happy with myself. In September of 2018 I started high school which took some getting used too (I'm still getting used to it lolol). But I have a better mindset, I still struggle with anxiety mostly but I am learning to control it. Anyways, I just wanted to say thank you guys... for literally everything❤️
~Le(:
