Reasons

Stronger

Waking up Carol looked at her surroundings her mind beginning to be unclouded as she saw she was in hospital and began to scream remembering the events that brought her to this moment with tears already ruling her face. She watched with blurry vision as the occupants from her house raced into her room, Ed being last yet still being the closest to her as he used the fact that he was her husband. "stop ya screaming ent gonna bring her back" Ed demanded stumbling when Shane moved forward and punched him square in the face. Shane was ready to continued only to be pulled back by Daryl shocking everyone at the fact that he was protecting the abusive man, only to shock everyone again as he pounced on the useless husband repeatedly hitting and kicking the woman beater until he felt a soft touch on his arm bringing him back to reality. Looking behind him he saw the pained expression on the angelic face that still held his heart beg him to leave her husband alone as he felt his heart crack into tiny shards as he stormed out the room and the hospital pulling at his grubby hair screaming deep within his throat.

Walking home he felt the cool wind whip across his face but nothing could wipe the smile from his face as today was the day his cheek was blessed with the beautiful Carol's soft lips. He was a stalker and he knew that but he didn't care, he loved the young beauty that showed him kindness and friendship everyday he had known her. His house took home a long distance from school giving him just over an hour walk all the time he spent thinking about Carol, but as he arrived he saw a sight that concerned him. Running he stormed into the house and set his sights on his brother on the couch staring down whilst the jackass from school Ed he thought name was towering above him with a smug expression planted on his face "aw look the little brother is here" Ed mockingly sang as his face spoke with cheeriness. "What do you want dickhead?" Daryl grumbled holding his anger as best he could remembering the idiot from school by the way he acted like an innocent angel to Carol and turning against everyone else trying to get into her pants. "lil bro I fucked up, tell the bird you hate 'er or im going to jail" Merle spoke holding the back of his head tearing apart the young Dixons soul knowing that he would have to listen, ruining his plan to ask the angel of his dreams to join him on his sunday morning hunt. By the look on Ed's face this was his plan all along confirming in his mind that Carol would have probably said yes.

Returning to his apartment and letting sleep over take him as his naked mattress scratched against his skin due to the fact that he was behind on his housework not even having a home cooked meal in several months.

The day he returned from school the day he broke her heart made the anger in him grow and never stop as he saw that Merle had abandoned ship and ran way from home leaving him alone to deal with his dead beat father. Everything happened because of him, his heart was destroyed because of him.

Waking up he decided how to help the angel of his dreams as he raced out the door grabbing his coat.

Sorry for all the flashbacks, are you enjoying this? what do you like about it?