How you get the girl

Don't want to know.

I don't want to know. I really like this girl, and I asked my best friend Anthony to ask her out for me, bc I'm obviously too shy. I already know what the answer is going to be. I don't want to know.

Anthony walked up to me that morning before school.

"Hey man guess what!!" He told me

"I don't want to know" I said

"Why not??" Anthony asked me and bumped my arm.

"Will it make me feel better about myself?" I already knew the answer.

"No..." he replied with a now frowning face

I knew the answer.

"BUT.. she did say that she would like to get to know you more. She did say you were ugly and had no friends and she felt bad..." Anthony said

"Eh nothing I haven't heard before. Except for the feeling bad part" I stood up from the bench.

"Oh come on man, at least that means she cares just a little!" Anthony tried cheering me up but he even knew it wasn't working.

The bell rang and everybody ran inside. The fall dance was just 3 days away, and I wanted to ask Carlie out so bad. But I just don't have the courage. I'm too shy. I want to change. But change is too hard.

"Well man I gotta get to class, I'll see you first period" Anthony waved at me and ran off with his skateboarder friends. Sometimes I wonder how I'm friends with him. Anyways, gotta get to class.

Class is so boring. All us soft mores do is half of us do our work, and the other half just do whatever they want. They don't care about school or grades, and with the stuff that's going on with me now, I don't think I even care anymore. My parents don't even care. They just want me to go off to college and become a professer, which I DONT want to be. I want to live my own life. But I can't see that happening right now, as of right now I have plans to just end it all.

"JAMESSSS MY DUDEEEEEE WAZZZUPPPP"  shouted Miguel. He's one of the "popular" boys, who's VERY annoying and likes to tease me too much. I shook my head and put my head down.

"I'm not your dude" I replied, clearly annoyed but he's too stupid to realize that.

"Yes you are. Don't lie." He put on a fake mad face and punched my arm.

" Ow that hurt so damn much" I sarcastically said.

"Shut up coward"Matthew and Vincent laughed. Those were Miguel's best friends. Also the biggest jerks in school. They actually beat me up once, and I didn't go to school for a week. They didn't even get suspended, just lectured by principal Richard. Matty and Vincent are also my biggest bullies. They've hated me since freshman year for no reason at all, and I never knew why but I always ignored them.

"See ya later buddy boi" Miguel waved and laughed off with matty and Vincent. I seriously despised those guys. I put my head back down for the rest of class.

After last period when it was time to go home, I stood in my usual spot waiting for Anthony to get his girlfriend so we could all walk home together. I knew Geeana since 7th grade, and ever since then we became really close. Also, very surprisingly, Anthony has been dating her ever since the beginning of 7th grade!! Still absolutely mind blowing to me.

"Hey James" geeana ran up to me and hugged me. Anthony wrapped his arm around her shoulders while we walked home together.

"So James what are you doing this weekend?" Anthony asked me out of the blue. "I'm throwing a party at my house tomorrow night, EVERYONE is going to be there. It's going to be the party of the century!"

"Babe you said that last year and 5 people showed up." Geeana said.

We all started cracking up laughing and Anthony got red

"Shush, we don't speak about that. That's in the past, and it wasn't as lit as it's going to be this year!! Halloween is on Monday so it's going to be a Halloween costume party. You should dress up James"

"nah James is already scary enough." Sasha walked by and snickered with her girls. I also despised those girls. "See you there Anthony" Sasha winked and turned her head and sashayed away with her clique.

"Seriously, I could punch her. She's ALWAYS flirting with you and she's trying to steal you from me!!" Geeana whined.

"Babe stop worrying" Anthony said "you know I won't let it happen. Look. We've been together for 4 freakin years now. That's a long time, especially for people our age. We are madly in love and nothing is stopping us from being together for the rest of our lives" he stopped walking, grabbed Geeana's face and started making out with her before she could say 'awwwww babe I feel the same'. I rolled my eyes and kept walking, but I stopped so they could catch up.

Later that night, I went to bed in only my boxers. I usually sleep with no shirt and pants, but tonight I just felt like going completely naked (not fully). I sat there and looked up at my ceiling. It was full of walking dead stuff snce i was obssessed. I stuck bloody posters to the ceiling and made it look like the zombies were killing and eating the humans. I almost drifted off to sleep, when my phone went off. Ding.

'Hey james it's me joey. Meet me before the bell rings at 6:50. It's very important'

Joey was a very mysterious kid. He didn't like people or having friends, and I was one of the VERY few people he hung out with or was friends with. Me and Mihalis too. He's also part of a funding program that I think is secretly part of the CIA/Illuminati but I'm not confirming anything.
I texted him 'ok then see ya tomorrow' and shut my phone off for the night. Time to get some rest. Thinking about her. Carlie Ray micheals. ....💭

||Sorry guys if it's a little short. I tried my best, I came up with this story on the fly. If this story doesn't do well, I'm going to delete it or private it. I just want lots of people to read my story/stories and enjoy them. So I make fanfics/ fantasy fictions/ more. Hope you all enjoyed and I'll (maybe) see you next chapter. Bye for now...|| ✌🏻