Beloved

Are You Gonna Kiss Me Or Not

''Soit's basically me who has to stop her. He said that is the reason whyhe made sure I would survive all this.'' I explained Jared, Jensen,Misha and Cas who were sitting on different chairs and on the bed ofmine and Jare's hotel room. ''I'm not gonna let you. You may dietrying and then I won't only lose you but my child aswell.'' Jaypointed out, wrapping his arms around my stomach. His thumb wasstroking over my lower tummy. ''We have to find a way that avoids anyof us dying in the process.'' I told the boys. Cas was deep inthoughts and I grew slightly worried. ''Cas? You okay? '' I askedwith a concerned look on my face. ''How about Lucifer? He lockedAmara away once and he can do it again. '' I felt sick when I heardmy angel saying those words. ''No. Maybe your brother is able to lockyour auntie Amara away but I'm not letting you or anyone elseanywhere near him. We've got a prophet guys, we've got a TV Show thattells us what is gonna happen if we do several things and hell Iwon't let Lucifer get out. Cas, you are gonna say yes to himpossessing you and he will. This wouldn't end well.'' I spoke butCastiel shook his head. ''I would never allow him to possess me andsay yes. I -'' I shook my head and interrupted him. ''Listening toour prophet, you already did, trying to save us. Which is cute but Iwon't let that happen. You will not go anywhere near the devil andyou will not let him in.'' I demamded with a firm voice. This wasn'thow I would normally talk to my favourite angel but this was the onlyway to save him. ''There is no way we are gonna figure anything outtonight, guys. We are all tired and stressed. Let's get some rest andfigure something out over the next weeks. A master plan needs time.''Jensen told us and stood up. He was right, there was no use infiguring anything out tonight. ''We will find a way, Liss.'' Mishasaid as he stood up aswell and kissed my forehead. The two lads wentto say their goodbyes before leaving the hotel room. ''Promise me youwon't do something reckless and stupid.'' I begged my angel who hadbeen quiet for a longer period. ''I won't. I promise you. But I willfind my father and talk about all this with him.'' Cas said andturned around. ''Your dad gave up, Cas. I don't know how to convincehim to fight with us.'' I told my angel. ''Maybe I can change hismind. '' Cas said before he disappeared with a flutter of his wings.I let out a frustrated sigh and put my head in my hands. ''This allseems to be going the wrong way, Jare. I don't know if it's becauseI'm used to the TV Show version of this or because it's just a badfeeling. This will not end well.'' I mumbled, shaking my headslightly. ''Try not to worry about all of this tonight.'' myboyfriend whispered. His arms tightened around my waist and before Icould react, he jabbed his fingers into my hips. I let out a veryunattractive shriek and broke down. His fingers tickled up and downmy ribs and along my stomach, leaving no sensitive spot untouched.Jared's fingers mercilessly tickled over my quivering tummy, makingme throw my head back in laughter. The actor took this as aninvitation to put his lips on my neck, taking a deep breath andblowing a loud raspberry onto my soft skin. He kissed and nibbled atmy neck, down to my collarbone. I was in hysterics, trying to wiggleout of his tight grip. Jay continued this for a while until mylaughter went silent and I gave up struggling. He chuckled against myneck and the vibration sent me into a fit of giggles before hefinally stopped, holding me in his arms. ''You are a horrible, tickletorturing monster.'' I stated, panting as I slumbed into his arms. ''That's how you call me? I kinda prefer 'a very sexy man who'sgreatest gift is hearing his girlfriend laugh and see her smile.'That is more of what I would describe myself.'' Jay grinned and Icould feel a deep blush creeping onto my cheeks. ''No need to beembarassed, although I love you being all blushy and adorable.'' Igroaned, rolling my eyes. Trying to hide my blush I decided to go inwith my favourite method of shutting him up. ''Stop teasing and kissme you sexy fool. '' I whispered and waited for him to lean in,locking his lips with mine.

The next day was full of different panels and photo sessions withfans, aswell as autograph hours. We were all busy from morning toevening and there was another Louden Swain concert which Jared and Iwere invited to. For some weird reason, Jensen said that he was busythat evening and I was slightly dissappointed not to have him withme. We sang a few songs on stage together and I enjoyed every secondof being with all those people. They were friends, people I loved andappereciated more than anything. ''Thank you so much guys! This wasthe most amazing night we had so far and I'm sorry to say this butAlice and I have to leave a little earlier. Thanks so much!'' Jayspoke into the microphone and I was totally confused by his words.Why did we have to leave earlier? What was the reason for that?Before I could even ask, Jared pulled me off stage and through thegreen room. ''Jare, where are we going?'' I asked, literally beingdragged behind him. The actors hand held tighter around mine as wetook an exit out of the hotel. ''Close your eyes. '' Jay demanded andI did as I was told. He slowly led me to a spot, careful not to makeme drip or hurt me in some way. ''Stay here.'' he demanded again andI again did as I was told. What was that all about? I heard myboyfriend leaving just to come back a few seconds later. He shuffledaround in his pocket or something like that. ''You can open your eyesnow.'' Jay nearly whispered and I bit my lip, scared of what I wouldsee when I opened my eyes. I took a deep breath before I did as I wastold. We were by the pool of the hotel. Lights were making the watera bright blue and above us were countless of fairylights. I wasconfused when I didn't see my man standing in front of me but startedto tear up when I looked down. Jared kneeled in front of me, holdinga small, black box with a beautiful ring in it, true to everytradition. The ring was silver and had a sparkly little diamond ontop. I didn't know how to react so I just swallowed the knot in mythroat, waiting for him to speak up. ''Liss, we went through a wholeyear of good and bad times, sometimes even months. I have never beenso sure about something than I am about you. After all this withGenevieve, I thought I would never find someone ever again. I wascompletely wrong because only a few months later, you were standingin front of me. I fell for you before I even really knew you. Themoment you first smiled at me was the moment I was completely lostand my whole world was fixed. You fixed me, Alice. You glued me backtogether, went with me through my depression and made me whole again.After that, you told me that you are a hunter and I fell even harderfor you. I may used horrible methods to get you back but this was allI could think about when you were gone. I wanted to cure you andspend the rest of my life with you. I just never really found theright moment to ask you and then the darkness came and again, therewas no time for me to ask you this. If I would wait for the rightmoment, I would have to wait forever so I decided that now is theright time. Then yesterday, you told me that you are pregnant and Ididn't even expect that I could love you more than I already did buthaving a baby with you, a family. That's what made me love you evenmore. No matter what will happen in the future, no matter how muchdanger there might be, I wanna spend my life with you. I wanna bewith you, raise that little munchkin inside of you and hunt everycreature down with you that gets in our way. We are here, back at thesame city and the same hotel as when we first met. I don't thinkthere is a better moment to ask you this. Alice, will you marry me?''I saw his hands shaking as he spoke, tears forming in the corner ofhis eyes. My own tears were falling down my cheeks by now and he wasright, there couldn't be a more perfect moment than right now. I tooka deep, shaky breath as I looked down to my boyfriend with glossyeyes and a tears stained face. ''Yes. In every language in the world.Yes, ja, si, qui... '' I started to say yes in all the languages Iknew with the biggest smile on my lips. Jay took the ring out of thebox and slipped it onto my finger with ease. ''I love you.'' my newfiance said as he stood up. ''I love you.'' I whispered, happy tearsstill rolling down my cheeks. He wrapped his arms around me and spunme around before kissing me. This was the best kiss I ever had, thatwas for sure. His tongue traced along my bottom lip, asking forentrance which I greatfully gave him. Our tongues had a playful fightuntil Jare finally had the upperhand, putting all the love andfeelings he ever had for me into this one, very special kiss. Iflinched when I suddenly heard people clapping and cheering. Turningaround, I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Jensen, Misha, Cas,Briana and Kim aswell as Richard and Rob were standing behind us. Thelads were whisteling and cheering and the girls were wiping tearsfrom their own eyes. ''What are you doing here?'' I asked indisbelief. Jared's speech was very obvious but when I looked at thefour people who didn't know anything about my hunting life, I figuredthat they thought this was all just a describtion of how much Jareloved me. Thank god they didn't know what was going on. ''Someone hadto distract you.'' Rob grinned. Him and Richard where the two to makesure I was busy enough singing with them on stage to not noticeanything. ''And someone had to set all this up.'' Jensen beamed andwinked at me. To my surprise, Cas was the first to pull me into ahug. ''I remember when you told me that nobody could ever love youand that you had only me. That you felt lonely and unloved. It's nottrue. Look at all those people. They love you more than anything. Younever were alone and you will never be. I love you.'' Castielwhispered into my ear and I could feel tears rolling down my cheeksagain. This was the very first time my angel had ever confessed thathe loved me and that I always had been close to him. ''I love youtoo.'' I whispered before pulling away. This was the first time sincemy party that he wasn't in his trenchcoat but in a white dress shirtand ripped jeans. He looked incredibly good like this. I silentlythanked Jensen and Misha for making sure that he would get rid of histrenchcoat so it would be less obvious for all the others. Theythought about everything. Jensen was the last one to hug me. With asly grin, he held me tight and walked over to the pool. ''Jensen,what are you doing?'' I asked, watching as we got closer and closerto the water. ''Having fun.'' he stated before letting himself fallinto the pool, his grip so tight that he pulled me with him. Myclothes were definetely ruined now. I had only a second to hold mybreath and shook my head as I felt the cold water surrounding me. Iopened my eyes and smiled at the picture in front of me. Sam and Deanwere standing on the ground of the pool, fully clothed and dry. Theysmiled happily at me and I could only blink once before Jensen pulledme up with him again. ''You are so mean!'' I shouted, laughing when Isplashed water into his face. ''Yo Jensen! You will pay for making myfuture wife wet!'' Jared shouted with a laugh, taking his shirt off.Everybody, including me laughed at his words and the fact that thissounded more than dirty. Another splash was heard and Jensen let goof my waist, holding his breath as he got pulled down into the waterby my fiance. Fiance was such a weird word to say. This man loved meso much that he asked me to marry him. He wanted to spend his lifewith me and he was so damn greatful for the tiny squid growing upinside of me. That was the moment I decided to call my baby squid, atleast until we had a name for it. I had the perfect name if it wouldbe a boy but no idea for a girl's name. Maybe Jare knew.
I giggledat the two best friends wrestling in the water and drown each otherevery once in a while. The way they acted so playfully, laughing liketeenagers. They were free and careless, not worrying about a thingand I loved it. Misha and the others joined the pool party prettysoon and the only one who was still dry was Castiel. He sat down ontothe edge of the pool, smiling softly at the playful scene in front ofhim. ''Come in.'' I demanded with a grin, splashing some water ontothe angel. ''I'm good, thanks.'' Cas said but I didn't believe a wordhe said. ''Is it because you can't swim?'' I asked, raising aneyebrow. My angel shook his head and looked down at me. ''That's notit. I can swim, I just don't want to disturb or bother anyone.''Castiel explained and I didn't believe my ears. ''Cas, you arefamily. You don't bother anyone, they will be happy if you join. Iwill be happy if you join.'' I whispered so that only he could hearwhat I was saying. Most of the others still knew him as the humancalled David and it was better like that. I grinned and my wet handswrapped around my angel's jeans covered legs. ''Other than that, younever really have fun or laugh or really enjoy something. Let me showyou what fun is.'' I said with a smug grin, pulling the angel intothe water. A very unmanly yelp escaped his lips and really all of usstopped in what we were doing, laughing at the angel. As soon as hehad his head above the water again, I grinned. ''See, was that sohard?'' I asked, smiling happily. ''I think you just ruined Misha'sclothes.'' Cas stated but I saw a little smile tugging at the cornerof his lips. ''Doesn't matter, man. Liss is right, we are gonna teachyou what it means to have fun. '' Mish said, an evil grin playing onhis own lips when he splashed water into the angel's face. I was inlove with the scene in front of me. My friends and family being aschildish as they could, splashing each other and laugh together. Iwould never forget this night.
''Hello, princess.'' Jay whisperedinto my ear and I jumped, not at all expecting him behind me. Myfiance wrapped his arms around me, a playful grin on his face as hepulled me down into the water. I turned around in his arms, facinghim. Jared opened his eyes under water, grinning again beforecrashing his lips onto mine. We were literally sharing the oxygen aswe kissed but had to get back up way too soon. I panted heavily whenwe got up and Jare placed his forehead against mine. ''How about nextmonth? I want to marry you as soon as possible. '' Jay smiled,panting aswell. ''That's a good idea. Who knows what's gonna happen.I would like to call you my husband before I die for the greater goodall over again.'' I mumbled softly. ''No more talking about deathtonight. We are gonna marry next month and you can choose anythingyou want from the location to the wedding cake to everything. I wantto make this your big day, a day you will never forget.'' Jarewhispered against my lips. ''As long as I'm with you, I don't mindmarrying in jeans and shirt in any old barn.'' I whispered and Jarechuckled slightly. ''I won't let that happen. You deserve a beautifulday with everything you wish for.'' he smiled, kissing me again.''This is gonna be our day and we will plan everything together.'' Isaid and my fiance chuckled again. ''How about a honeymoon?'' heasked, wiggling his eyebrows. I ruffled his hair, chuckling myselfnow. ''The best we can get. Far away from here on a beach with whitesand and clear blue water.'' I whispered against my man's lips. ''Itotally agree with that.'' Jare smiled softly, kissing me all overagain.