Wailing, begging,
screaming, bleeding.
Do you know how painful it is to be left alone?
No one
to love me at home,
no one to comfort me and sooth the sobs going through my bones.
Walking to school,
facing a barrage of stares
and being treat no more than a fucking tool.
Always left alone, isnt it?
Always hiding,
always pathetic.
Going to class,
being ridiculed
and isolated.
"Oh, why can't you get this right?"
Being forced to sit at the edge of the classroom
and to swallowed the pain and hide all of
it
and the gloom.
Sitting almost alone at lunch
not because no one would notice.
Anti-social and shy-
instead of this truth,
there are lies to hide behind.
Is it funny right now?
While holding this pen and collapsing?
Do you think it's funny being broken?
Have you experienced pain so deep that you are left breathless?
Do you think it's funny to be afraid all the time?
Do you hide your emotions behing mask?
Feigning death behind these experienced eyes.
