Where A Swimmer's heart lays.

5.

   My head....... feels heavy. My arms can't move. My stomach feels some kind of throbbing pain. My throat feeling dry. My legs feel weightless. My whole body just aches. What can I do?

   I open my eyes and blink twice. Darkness. Blink. Darkness. Blink. Am I still dreaming? I try to move my hands to feel where I am, but instead feel something heavy.

   I suddenly feel an impact of a thousand needles lightly tapping against my left arm. I quickly remove my arm from the Brick-like body. I hear someone groan and I start trembling. At that moment I felt something soft against my neck. Breathing. Lips. A warm pleasure filled inside my stomach.

   I scold mysleft for feeling such a thing and bolted up. *Click* *Click*. Two lights turn on from both sides of the bed. I gasped. Marulo was at my left and Cyus at my right. I look down at myself and notice I'm wearing a big shirt that reaches mid-thigh. I felt embarrassed. Had they seen me naked?!?

   I jump off the bed and scream, "unbelievable!" "Ow,ow,ow, Its like 3am, stop screaming," says Marulo who was still rubbing his eyes and trying to get up, while Cyus was already up. Creep.

  "How can I!? I'm somewhere I don't want to be and to top it off you two are here also. I'd be happy to have been kidnapped by somebody else!" "Be quite," Cyus snarled.

   "What the hell is wrong with you?" I ask angrily. "Can't we sleep in piece?" Asks Marulo while hitting his fists against the bed making a soft "Thump, Thump" noise. "Can't I live in piece where I don't need to be afraid every single day of my life. And where I'm not only wearing a damn shirt and lingerie with two unstable guys in a bedroom. Who the hell undressed me anyways?" I ask finally ending my rant, but I'm not done giving these men a piece of my mind. "Oh. Both of us. By the way you have a killer body. I'd do you anytime," Marulo says who decides to whistle right after.

   "Shut up," says Cyus, deciding to speak. "Come on dude. You were turned on too. You even had a boner. We both did," Marulo said smirking. "I said shut up Mark, I won't repeat myself again," Cyus snarled.

   "Now, we'll go back to sleep and settle this in the morning," ordered Cyus. I of course stood there and crossed my arms, not wanting to follow his orders. "Have anything else to say?" He asks.

   "I'm sleeping on the floor," I state. I slump down and lay on my left side, facing away from them. *Click* *Click*. Darkness. He had turned off the lights.

   I felt coldness seep through me, something I didn't feel when I was on the bed. I didn't regret my choice though. I'd rather freeze to death than to sleep even near them again.

   I wrapped my arms around myself to give me more warmth. I closed my eyes hoping some kind of dream would take me away from this living nightmare.

   After a while I gave up on trying to keep myself warm and sleep. So I laid there with my eyes open. I suddenly feel arms wrapping around my back and legs. I bolt up before it could grab me. I was so startled that my heart was unstable. I turned around to see who was the culprit. Cyus. How'd he do that without me hearing him?

   Why? "What do you want?" I whispered angrily. "To keep you warm because I know when you're at your limit," Cyus truthfully says. "Ha. Don't make me laugh. Warmth won't come from You, Cyus. All I ever get is the cold when I'm around people like you because I'm always pushed away," I suddenly went out of control and let darkness fill me. I put my hands on my ears, my hands shaking, my legs trembling, and started whispering crazy things while my eyes were wide like a maniac.

   I was suddenly being wrapped by big bulging arms that kept me in a hug. All my thoughts and words that I had been saying vanished. Funny how a person who caused all the pain could also take it away. "Let me go, you idiot," I say while lightly pounding my fists on his hard chest. But truth be told, I never wanted him to let go.