The hunger games continued

Chapter 14- last goodbyes

Dear Haymitch,

I'm not very good at goodbyes, as you probably already know, but I felt I would regret it if I didn't say anything, all I keep thinking is that I don't want to live or even imagine a life where you aren't in it, poor mom, she has lost so many people who mean something to her, losing you has been a huge deal for her, you were a father figure to her and losing her father a second time is a big deal. I guess I've been putting off how I feel, honestly, I'm not coping, you are the grandfather I never had, and it's hard, I'm not going to lie to you, because I don't think you deserve that, you always used to tell me not to lie, I hope that you are looking down on us, you have no idea how much we need you, we need your guidence, I need your guidence, mom says that you'll be with prim, Finnick, Rue and all the other great people that made a difference in her life, I wish I could have met all them, but I did get the privilage to meet you, and I can not even begin to tell you how grateful I am for that, and what I wouldn't give to know a little longer, thank you Haymitch, for being there, for giving me the opportunity to know someone like you, for giving me the opportunity to know you, goodbye Haymitch, thank you Haymitch, I love you Haymitch.

Forever loving,

Forest Mellark.