The Purple Ninja (A Ninjago x reader)

Chapter 8- Waking Up

Y/n's POV

I was in pure darkness. I didn't like it. I was in an endless void and all I felt was guilt, sorrow, and pain.

I hurt all the ninja! Well most of them. I didn't mean to! But the power was just building up in me! I needed it to let it out or I don't know what would have happened to me.

But of course, i was being selfish. If I just held it in. I would have been the only one that has gotten hurt! I will never be a ninja if I am being so self-centered. All I had to do was... hold it in. And no one would have gotten hurt. ANd now because of my stupid actions I had gotten the whole team hurt, no wonder my parents didn't want to tell me... I am just a big screw up. Like I have always been. Maybe so I don't have to face the ninja I can just stay in this void, to avoid any sort of fight. Because I definitely didn't want to go through this.

Maybe I wasn't fit ut for all this! Sensei Wu did say it would cause peace or destruction. And my body chose the second option.

Before I got more and more deep in my guilt... I felt myself fading.

'No! I must be waking up! I don't want to wake up! Not know! I don't want to face anyone!' I kept trying to go back asleep but that just cause my waking process to go faster.

sensei... sensei! I think y/n is waking up!

good jay, go check on the other ninja and see if they have woken up yet.

okie dokie!

Ok, you have got to be kidding me! They haven't even woke up yet?! That's even worse! I-i can't believe I have caused this...'

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I woke up to a bright light. Right, when I saw that menacing white light I groaned. Signaling them that I was waking them up.

"Y/n! You're awake! I thought you would be out for much longer." Sensei Wu said as he helped me up. I accepted his help and leaned against the bedframe, so I wouldn't have to put a lot of effort in sitting up. But instead of my body feeling heavy and weak. I felt my body as truth, and it didn't feel bruised!

"W-why is my body feeling better then I thought it would be?" I asked.

Sensei sighed, "Y/n, your power that you had used outside was not to make harm, it was to help you. But that power can heal a life, or destroy one. You just have to be careful with it." As Sensei said that I lifted my hands and stared at them in horror.

"O-oh no! T-the other ninja! How are they?! If you said that I could destroy a life then that means that I put them in danger and if I put them in danger then that means that I am so self-centered and-" I was cut off my rambling by Sensei's very light chuckle.

"Y/n, your blast did hurt them, but not as much as you think. And you are not self-centered. You didn't know where to keep the power inside you or to take it out. You thought it wouldn't do so much damage so you let it out. Anyone with the amount of power you have inside your body would have done that. So do not blame it on yourself. Some lessons are learned the hard way." I nodded as Jay walked into the room and smiled like a goofball.

"Y/n! You're awake! You have been sleeping for hours!" Jay said.

" Only 4 hours Y/n, nothing much." I nodded but then I asked something.

"I-i wonder when the ninja will wake up, and I wonder if the blast helped them like it did to me or, hurt them," I said as I brought my knees up to my head. Hoping there were no severe injuries.

"Heh, don't worry, they aren't hurt that bad, actually no scars at all. Just the blast you made knocked them out." Jay exclaimed.

"Oh, ok, do you think they will be... mad at me?" I asked hopin my heart out that the answer was no.

"Why would they be mad at you?.... Yes you did knock them out for several hours.... and you might have hurt them.... but it was an accident! I doubt they will be mad. And Zane should be up and run in about 10 minutes. His rebooting system is a pain in the butt!" Jay groaned when I heard fading beeping from the room.

"Ugh that's Zane's processor, I have to reboot it one last time, and that will take 30 minutes!" Jay yelled as he ran to Zane. I giggled. Right, when I stood up I felt a wave of guilt wash through me. That smile was washed away, but the guilt stayed.

"What is the matter? Are you still feeling unsure about yourself?" Sensei Wu asked as he got me a cup of tea.

"N-no. It's just that, I can stand and I am doing pretty well, I just wish I could have been the one hurt then the ninja, They did nothing wrong, I deserve to be unconscious right now." I sighed as I drank the tea.

"Now Y/n, you cant feel like this or it will bring your conscience down, causing your powers and confidence to spiral in a bad way. As I always say, the past is the past, and the future awaits." Sensei took my cup of tea as I played back done. Sensei's Words echoes through my head.

Past is the past. Future awaits.

I hope the ninja will think the same way when they wake up.

Hey guys! Sorry, i didn't update I wad in TN surprising my folks! Here is another chapter! How do you think the ninja will feel when they wake up? Sad, angry, fear? Tell me in the comments below! Bye, my ninjas! Stay stealthy!