chapter 1

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I have just been dumped over the phone, life as I know it is about to change.

We were two peas in a pod, we had adventures together and had won 2nd best couple at prom. I thought life couldn't get better until he started looking around for fresh meat once we started college, he would suddenly become crazy jealous and point out other guys. I could understand, something new, something strange.

It became apparent to me that I was no longer the only one he looked at. He would refer to girls from classes that he found attractive, he would watch videos of Nicki Minaj and Pixie Lott with his friends and stare at their womanly features but I guess that's guys do, they oggle. As you can understand I wasn't feeling the love. So I made friends of the female variety, Banana and Mama Shep for example who made me laugh when I felt like crap and went shopping with me into town... This somehow caused Him to become jealous, this I did not understand because neither had and still to this day had penises.

He used to tell me that he only loved me and that he wanted to marry me, I could believe it, it was too good to be true, but now I just want someone to hold me tight and tell me everything will be alright. I always knew we were too young but it was right and I will never think of him as a mistake.

As much hate as I had when I first started this story, writing it helped me to understand that we all make mistakes and sometimes they can be big or small. Never regret. That's what I've been told. I dont regret a second of the relationship, the only mistake was the ending and that I let it happen.

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