QUESTIONS

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WHY is it that when I want to cry, everyone else is smiling and laughing; When I want to scream, everybody else is joking and grinning like nothing is wrong.

WHY is it that sometimes, I feel like I'm completely alone, even though I'm surrounded by all my friends. I feel so lost, even though I'm the same place I always am. I'm in so much pain, but I'm perfectly fine. 

WHY does no one else seem to notice my agony, my suffering? 

AM I that invisible?

WHY is it so hard to admit that I'm not okay? That I'm hurting? 

AM I to blame for my hurt? 

ARE they?

WHO am I?

WHY is that question so simple, but so hard to answer honestly?

IS is my own fault for my indecisiveness? 

DID I do this to myself?

WHY can't I just admit that I'm not okay?

WHY is it always just so much easier to lie?

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