Castle On A Hill

Chapter 6

chapter 6

[it's the funeral, it's very sunny how zeref always imagined his funeral]

Natsu's pov

i walk down the stairs and see the black cars outside the house, family and friends probrably waiting at the church. mum had a tissue along with Mavis too. August isn't meant to come but he wanted to say goodbye properly. not that Zeref deserves it.

'come here son, your tie is all wonkey' dad said fixing his tie. he looked sad but knowing dad he would refuse to cry. 'you know, you don't have to cry when your feeling down, i understand your anger i really do, Zeref doesn't diserve tears from leaving his family like that' i think dad was a bit harsh but he's just upset, and wont admit it. all i could do is nod in responce, i couldn't speak right now. i don't wan too.

then i get a message on my phone which read Rogue.

[hey man...get through the day strong, your pals are here for ya, sorry for ya loss, if you wanna talk, just message]

i smile at the message sadly and another message went through which was cobra

[hey dude, be strong yeah, don't do anything stupid but if you just wanna talk, tex me and we'll have a joint together to take the mood of things, sorry for your loss man]

i would have a joint but i put all my weed in a tin for Zeref to have, so he can be kept occupied in the clouds in the sky. two fags and seven joints all badly rolled from me but hey i'm still learning. thats when Gajeel then messaged me.

[yo dude, i know how ya feeling, don't think he's gone forever, when i lost my pops, my mother said he's still here watching over us, but if you need a talk about all this, just message me, you know where i am] it's weird how Gajeel is acting all helpful and sympathetic but i chuckle and smile at the message still not reading any of them.

i look out the window in the livingroom and see a long black car which made me frown and made me remember when i was ten watching Zeref go out to the black range rover to get the so called sugar or should i say cocaine. when i blinked the vision changed to the coffin in the long car with a whole load og white roses. i chuckle sadly and look up at the clouds. 'your hating all those white roses arn't you' i laugh quietly, Zeref always said to me when he dies, he wants a black flower on his coffin because thats his favourite colour. no one else knows that but me. my phone buzzed again and it made me jump.

[hey Natsu, it's sting, listen i bet the other guys messaged you how to be strong and everything but if you don't feel it, you can cry, just because your a guy does not mean you have to be a hero. sometimes we can be a lonely villain sidekick wanting to be noticed. i know what your going through, i never told anybody i lost my best friend...laugh now but it was my little fox, lector. i know he's an animal but he was like a brother to me, he saved me one day, like how Zeref saves you when you were younger. i hated my dad for he did to my fox but i tried to stay strong but when i have a joint now and then i cry about it still, if you wanna have a joint Just us too, and talk message me kay. try and get through the day as well as you can]

i chuckle at the message even more because sting is always the heart of the group. we have the dealer, the moaner, the quiet one, the scared one and the heart of the group which is sting. to be honest no matter how much i want the other guys with me, i always message sting because we always get a long.

[Thanks sting, the other guys did message me as you predicted but i'd rather hang with you and Gajeel if thats okay because i seem to link everything with you two, but sadly i have no weed so i have no idea what to do]

[Natsu no need to worry, i don't mind Gajeel tagging along, and i have already rolled you a joint dunno about gajeel but he hoards his weed anyway, when should the three of us meet?]