*Trigger Warning: Mention of suicide and Addiction*
Silence. I hear nothing but the sound of the burning liquor flowing fast down my raw throat. I tilt my aching head back to get the last droplets of this poisonous drink.
When people told me that life would get easier, they were wrong. When voices in my head told me that drinking would help, they were right. I pull the bottle away from my pale and cracked lips as I close my eyes. When I open my eyes again I am saddened by the view. Darkness; but not darkness as in no light, darkness as in no happiness. My world has been dull, depressing and just plain old useless ever since he was taken away from me. I feel nothing yet I feel everything at the same time. I think numb is a great word to describe myself but I would be lying. I am numb but at the same time I feel a whirlwind of uncontrollable and unwanted emotions. I guess heartbreak is worse than I thought.
I sigh as I drop the empty bottle of vodka on the tiled ground softly. I lay back against the white bathtub. My back immediately sticks like honey. Closing my eyes, I allow myself to sink down into the cold water. I have been drinking in here for god knows how long now. Slowly the water rises up my neck and covers my face. I no longer can breathe and fuck, it feels so good to finally be able to leave this useless place we call earth. It's okay though, Tyler has probably forgotten about me by now and my friends haven't seen me in a while; no one will notice im gone. I begin to feel a burning sensation in my chest; my lungs desperately screaming for air. I keep my head underwater, feeling the burning intensify. A few more seconds and I am out of here. I begin to feel extremely lightheaded, im dying. I smile slightly as my body goes in and out of consciousness until-
"JOSH!"
Black.
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