Telepathy (Joshler)

Chapter 19

*Trigger Warning: Smut*

Tyler's POV

Im done! Im sick of this bullshit we call life! He hit me, HIT me!

You deserved it.

I know...

Do I win yet? Blurry asks.

Win?

Face it Tyler, it's either you give up or you die...

I bite my lip. There's an infestation of memories filling my mind.

Give up!

FLASHBACK

God I want to kiss him so bad... I think as Josh smiles.

"Then do it." Josh says.

"Fuck...I forgot you can read my mind..." I say as I goes red.

"Shut up and kiss me." Josh says as he grips my collar and pulls me closer.

I freeze and don't kiss back but after a while my lips move in sync with his. I lean closer as he wraps his hand around my neck, moving me closer as his other hand rests on my hip. My hands move across his chest as I begs for entry. He lets my tongue explore his mouth as he make a moaning sound in his throat. We keep kissing as Josh's hands move to my hips, eventually getting to my ass. He lifts me up and onto his hips as he turns us around. Im now pressed against the wall with both legs resting on Josh's hips, breaking the kiss so we can breathe. I look up as Josh's lips start to suck on my neck, finding my sweet spot.

"J-Josh...w-we need t-to s-s-stop..." I stutter as I hold back a moan.

"Why" He says in-between sucks.

"C-cause we a-are at s-school..." I mumbles.

"Agh." He sighs as he stops sucking on my now bruised neck.

Josh starts kissing me again. My lips move with his again as he kisses me harder. He begins to grind against me as I feel his hard member against mine. I moan quietly as Josh presses harder.

"O-oh g-god Josh...ahhh..." I moans.

He keep going as pleasure flows through both Josh and I.

"J-Josh...I-Im going to..." I pauses to let out a moan.

"S-stop..." I continues.

He keep pressing hard and fast against me as I feel a hot feeling in my stomach.

"Come for me..." Josh whispers into my ear as I grip hard onto his shirt.

"J-Josh, stop, im going to...oh god...oh fuck, FUUUUCCCCKKKK!" I scream into his neck as I come in my pants.

Josh comes too. Once we finish Josh lets me down and I struggles to find my balance.

"J-Josh...wow..." I mumble.

"Yeah..." He says as he catches his breath.

END OF FLASHBACK

You should give up, you're never going to make memories like that every again!

Tears fall as I remember all the good times we had together.

Don't forget the bad memories, my favorite!

I bite my lip. Why am I so pathetic?! I throw my pillow at the wall in anger.

Give up.

If I give up, I'll die for sure...that's better for everyone...

Exactly! If I win, people won't have to put up with you anymore. Josh hit you because he hates you like everyone else here does.

FLASHBACK

"Hey Ty...can I ask you something?" Josh says as we walk into the kitchen.

"Yeah..."

"What um...exactly are we?" He asks.

I look at him with wide eyes. What are we? We haven't said we are dating but we sure as hell act like it...I mean, we kiss and shit but what if he doesn't want to form a relationship?!

"Whatever you want us to be I guess..." I mumble as he stands in front of me.

"Tyler Robert Joseph, would you be my boyfriend?" Josh asks.

I smile as he holds both of my hands.

"Y-Yes..." I reply.

Josh immediately pulls me in for a kiss. We keep kissing, his tongue exploring my mouth as he pulls me closer to him. His hands on my ass and my hands on his chest. This reminds me of when we were in the closet...only im not pissed off at him anymore. We pull apart to breathe as he start's to suck on my neck, leaving bruises. Thank god my parents are in Italy; imagine them walking in on their son making out with a guy in the kitchen! Josh connects our swollen lips again as I close my eyes. Josh makes a moaning sound in his throat as he sticks his tongue in my mouth. I kiss him harder, feeling my pants tighten.

"J-Josh...I-I..." I say, not even sure what I was trying to say...

He picks me up so my legs are around his waist and props me on the bench, not disconnecting our lips at all during the process. We keep kissing as I feel his hard member against me. I lower a hand and touch his crotch as he lets out a loud moan. I want him. I know it hasn't even been a day into the relationship but I need him. I touch him again as he breaks the kiss and looks down at my hand rubbing him though his jeans. He looks up into my eyes and picks me up again. He carries me upstairs and into my room, throwing me on the bed as he crawls over me. He hovers over me as I look into his eyes.

"J-Josh...I need y-you..." I whisper.

END OF FLASHBACK

"You win Blurry, I give up..." I say coldly as Blurry appears in front of me laughing.

Finally!

I bite my lip as Blurry's laugh echoes through my room.

Time to say goodbye...

What does that mean?! My eyes go wide with panic.