Fallen Angel {Shawn Mendes}

Chapter Ten

***Wednesday, some religious stuff happens on Wednesday, go with it :)***

~Alex's POV~

Wow. Talk about a vivid dream about Shawn! Holy shit. I should probably get up and take a shower, my mom probably has something planned since it's Wednesday. I'm so glad summer just started.

I managed to open my eyes. When I did I was in a hotel room, I looked to my right and saw Shawn.

Thank god that wasn't a dream! Gahh! I'm so happy that Shawn is here, and I'm so happy I'm dating him. I watched him sleep, until he said;

"Morning Alexis!" His eyes were still closed. He leaned in and kissed me. "Ugh, braces," he mumbled.

"You're obviously gonna need to get used to themmm!" I sang.

*Two More Days Of Magcon Orlando.*

I've been crying all day. I don't want to leave Shawn. I don't want to leave the boys. I don't want to leave Bailey. We've all grown so close. Why. I don't like this. At all. In the matter of six days, we've grown this really tihgt bond and connection, and to think, I may not see most of them after this trip...

"I'm gonna miss you baby," I said kissing Shawn. "So, so much..."

"Just remember it's not forever..we'll see each other again. I promise, okay?" Shawn said.

"I don't want to leave, what if you forget about me?" I said, with tears falling down my cheeks.

"I can't ever forget about you," he said.

"What if I slip and you're not there to catch me?" I started. "What if I get hospitalized? What if--"

"Alex, it won't happen. I promise, we can call and text every night and facetime or skype. Okay?" He said wiping my tears away with his thumb.

"Okay," I said. I can't help but cry. I've grown so close to Shawn, I don't want to deal with life without him. "I won't get to see my mom when I get home, because she's on a religion retreat thing with my neighbors and thier kids. I hate this. I'll be alone."

"Hey, it's okay. I promise," he said rubbing small circles on my back.

"Shawn, what if my dad shows up?" I say now really worried.

~Shawn's POV~

"Hey, stop talking like this, okay?" I say. I can't blame her though. She's been through so much. And she's so strong because of it. I absolutely admire every aspect of her.

"I wish I didn't have to leave," Alex says. "I don't want to leave you, I've just gotten used to sleeping next to someone, and I don't want you to forget me!"

I got out of bed and went around to her side of the bed and picked her up bridal style. I walked with her to the bathroom. I started the bath water, and let it fill half way. I took off her clothes and then mine. I put her in the tub and sat next to her. I put her to were her back was touching my stomach. I wrapped my arms around her waist and rocked her slowly. I knew this calmed her down because she told me that sometime last week. (A/N:they're mostly clothed, they're in their underwear. Just to clarify)

"I like your hair," I whispered.

"I like your hair too," she said. Her breathing was getting slower. She was calming down.

"Are you okay now?" I asked.

"Yeah," she said.

"Do you want to get out?" I asked.

"No," she said. "I'm not all the way calm."

We sat in the tub until the bath water began to get cold. When we emerged from the bathroom, Hayes and Bailey were out there, Hayes gave me a weird look. I just shook my head. He nodded.

•Hayes' POV•

"I'm gonna miss Alex a lot. Like you have no idea," Bailey whispered.

"You'll see her again," I said reassuring her.

We were laying in bed watching Spongebob, when Shawn and Alex came out of the bathroom, both of their hair was wet. I thought they hooked up, so I gave Shawn an 'are you kidding me, in a hotel bathroom, seriously?' look, he shook his head I knew then that they didn't hook up.

Alex's face was really puffy, you could tell she's been crying for awhile now.

"Hey, Alex are you okay?" I asked. She started crying again. Shit.

"Damn it Hayes. I just got her to stop, she's been crying since the first moment she woke up!" Shawn said.

"Alex, come here," Bailey said getting out of bed. Alex walked over. "Let's go get some food, we need to go for a walk okay?"

"O-o-o--kay-y-y" she managed to get out through sobs. They walked out of the hotel room.

"Damn, why has she been crying all day?" I asked Shawn.

"She doesn't want to leave. Her mom isn't going to be home when she gets there, and she's gotten close with all of you guys, plus she doesn't like not sleeping by me," he said.

"Oh," I said. Really? That all I could say? What the hell is wrong with me?

~Alex's POV~

"I just.. don't want to leave everyone," I said to Bailey.

"You'll see us agin," Bailey said, rubbing my back.

"I know, but that's not the point, I have separation anxiety. Especially when it comes to Shawn, I just don't want him to forget about me, because ya know, there is so many more pretty girls out there, and Shawn can do so much better than me," I said trying not to cry. I probably sound like shit because my nose is really stuffy. "He can do better than me, and there's a part of me that wants himeto know that, but there's also a part of me that doesn't ever want him to see it."

"He won't forget about you, he's crazy about you, whenever you're not with him, you're all he talks about," Bailey said.

"Really?" I asked.

"Really," she said.

We were sat in silence and I was writtng patterens into the tale and then I got a text.

Unknown: you're right, Shawn CAN do so much better than a suicidal cutter freak. You should just kill yourself already! BANG. hahah. Xoxox -Anon

I shook my head, turned off my phone and set it down, quite harshly, if I do say so myself, this caused Bailey to slightly flinch and look at me, I simply said, "Person messaged me again, and I'm getting quite annoyed with their messages."

"Ah, I see," Bailey nodded. "Just ignore them, they've got no idea waht they're talking about."

"Thanks, Bailey," I smiled at her, she smiled back.