Vulnerable (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Ch. 26

Songs for Chapter :

DNA - Little Mix

Only You - Ellie Goulding

Carmen - Lana Del Rey

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Harry's P.OV.

"Amelia, has anyone ever touched you?" I ask her while kissing down her ear to her shoulder. My hands still roam around her waist and stomach now that her blouse is off. When I finally look at her face, I see her blushing and trying not to look me in the eyes. "I hope not... you're mine now." I tell her once she doesn't answer. I earn a moan from her which causes something inside of me to light up. She says my name, but in a low almost weak kind of way and I feel her tense up. She grabs on to the jacket that I'm still wearing and I sit up and take it off. She puts her hands at the bottom of my black t-shirt and helps me remove it. "You're body alone can send electricity to corse through my whole body. I can only imagine what the rest of you looks like."

"Harry-" she moans out but I don't let her talk.

"Everything about you is so hot." I look at her face once more. "I can basically say anything and you get all flustered up." I smirk. "Can you feel me?" I ask pressing my thighs against her. "Do you see what impact you have on me?" I take her dainty hand in mine and move it down to my bulge already growing in my jeans. I press her hands up on me. "Fuck." I moan out. Her mouth goes to my neck and I feel her teeth right on my skin. I do t hesitate to go give her the same, and when I reach her collar bone, I do the same and she moves up, under me surprised. I decide to move further down, even kissing her half bare chest and down until I'm finally down over her stomach. Her hands entangle themselves through my hair, pulling up, and I give another nip.

Amelia's P.O.V.

I've barely said anything since we got into my room. Everything seems to be happening in such a smooth way yet it seems so exotic, to me at least. It's amazing though how the fire can be ignited inside of me by just his touch. Of course I've never even done anything that he probably wants to do at this moment, not even when I had been with Ashton. We never even had sex, and that's probably because we were always out in the schools public eye or he was usually busy, as well as I. Ashton would occasionally have his moments but never like this.

I tried to keep my concentration on what was happening now with Harry. Ashton was the last person I should even be thinking about. I don't exactly know what Harry wants, and I don't either.

"Are you a virgin?" He mumbles in to my neck.

I'm hesitant on answering and it's almost embarrassing. "Yeah..." I slowly and quietly say.

"Good. I know we haven't been together for long, but I want you to be one. You should wait Amelia, wait until you finally feel alright with it, or maybe love the person." I don't know how to react to this and it actually lessens my energy. Is he implying that maybe I won't be able to love him? It almost hurts in away because if he really thought I could fall in love with him, he wouldn't say I should wait for someone else. I should wait for him, right? He interrupts my thoughts again. "This doesn't feel right, does it?"

"What?.." I start questioning. "Of course it does." I look at him while he's starting to pull back and sit up.

"Amelia...what I meant by what I said, about you waiting, is just that you're too good to just throw yourself at someone. You should wait."

"I wasn't throwing myself at you." I speak up. "I obviously wasn't going to have sex with you either and I was-"

"Just let me talk." He interrupts softly.