Nightmare (4th Book in Messages Series and Zayn x Reader)

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*Message from Unknown Number*

Yo Ni. It's Z.

The End.

Yup that's the end. I know. Didn't expect that did you? Well I didn't either because those two sentences were the start of something almost 2 years ago in October of 2018. I finished that book 1 year ago on January 17th, 2017. At the beginning I was starting my Sophomore year of highschool and I didn't expect Messages to even get past 100 reads but here we are with it having 15K reads and this book being the 4th installment. That's so crazy to me. You are all just the most amazing people. I'm so thankful for that. I love you all. Thank you all especially some of you who have been here since the very beginning. We've been through so much especially my wonky updating schedule because I've been struggling with taking these damn AP classes, writing books that aren't fanfic and that I hopefully will publish and get in stores, writing (and reading) fanfic, and trying to get in better shape which isn't working out so well with people constantly telling me I'm fat and a waste of space which I express a lot through my writing so I'm sorry for some depressing writing blurbs but hey guys I'm a depressed person that can't seem to find a way out except when I'm writing so honestly this rambling is my thank you letter for keeping me writing or I honestly wouldn't be here because damn life is hard and I hate it. I need to stop now. Sorry. This was supposed to be nice and thankful but now it's depressing. I'm going to stop. Love you all. Keep your heads up and don't let people get you down. ❤️😘