You're Beautiful//Remington Leith

Is This Really Love?

A/N: Have you all heard the American Satan album?! If you havent you should Remington's voice goes perfectly with the songs.Unfortunately i couldnt go see it in theaters since im living in another country :( 

If you've heard the album already let me know which song is your favorite!Anyways please leave a feedback to this chapter which has to be my favorute.

"Jane..hey."

I felt something pushing me on my back and decided to ignore it and my eyes remained closed, "Idiot it's time to wake up." Remington slightly kicked my back with his boots, "Ow! That's no way to wake me up." I whined and sat up and glared back up at him..

"About time you woke up. Today's the day you'll be singing the song i wrote so you better warm up and sing it perfectly. I don't want you ruining it." He said crossing his arms and looking away from me.

"I won't ruin it. I'll make you proud of it you'll seen and you'll have to thank me for it."

I stand up and stand in front of him and he stares back at me confused, "What you want me thank you?..fine..just go and take a shower." He gave me a towel and began to shoo me away.

After a couple of minutes i was already cleaned up the recording session wont be till night so i decided to dress up like i used to with female clothes. It was a bit windy today so i decided to dress up in a black knee lengh dress with a white long sleeved button up shirt under it,black tights black heels. After getting ready i tried to sneak away out of the house until Remington caught me, "Where do you think you're going."

I was so close!

Frowning i turn around and look at him who is weirdly looking at me, "You're gonna say i look weird right?"

Remington walked closer and ignored my question, "How stupid of you to sneak out already dressed as a girl with everyone inside,where are you even heading?" He placed his hand on my back guiding me to his car.

"I got a call from my grandmother telling me that she feels kinda sick so i wanted to pay her a visit." I tell him.

"Should've told me sooner..get in i'm taking you to the bus station then." I hear him groan as he makes his way to the drivers seat, "You getting in or not." as fast as i could i got in and we were our way to the bus station.

"What's the location?" He asked me continuing to drive down the busy road. I told him the address,i dont know why he wants to know anyway. I continued looking out the window and saw that we passed the station, "Hey, we passed the station..you know that right?" I panic and he looks annoyed.

"I'm taking you there myself, i can't afford anyone recognize that you're really a girl." Remington says and stopped at a red light and took a cigarrette out and began to smoke it. I smile and look down to my knees, "You're such a liar." 

"What?!" He asks glaring over to my side.

"Nothing!"

I sigh and sat back trying to calm down,my heart began to beat faster and when ever i look at him i feel happy. I glance over to him and smile to myself. 

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After half an hour we arrived to my grandmothers house and saw she was feeling better with the soup i brought her and a couple of other things, "I can't tell you how happy i am dear..i have a feeling you've been busy too." She smiles looking over to Remington who's in the distance smoking another cigarrette and on his phone as usual.

"Yes i have.." I answer her and stare at him.

I felt her grab my hands and squeeze them, "You like him don't you Jane?" I don't even know what to say, "I've never been in love before..so i dont know how it feels like." I look back at her and she smiles back at me, "Well you feel happy whenever you see that person around you,you feel nervous and can't help but feel butterflies in your stomach..without you even knowing you begin having habits."