Not So Bad After All (BWWM)(EDITING)

🌻Chapter Fifty Five🌻

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🌻JAYDEN POV🌻

Whenever I pictured this moment, I imagined my wife in the hospital bed and me beside her muttering soothing yet encouraging words while she inroduced our baby to the word. Much like the scene in front of me.

Jimmy was in the position I pictured myself to be in some day. He stood by his wife the entire time. Never taking his eyes off of her and their two new babies. He knew all the right thing's to say and knew exactly the right time to say them. Maybe that comes with experience. I don't know...

I always thought that I would gag, faint throw up or something... but I did none of that. Now that I think about it, I guess the only disturbing part about all of this is that I've seen my fiance's mom's vagina...

Though it all happened so fast that I didn't have any time to feel uncomfortable about it. Strangely enough, I still don't feel uncomfortable about it. I admire her strength actually.

Eryica was a little high on the pain medication and had fell asleep again. Jimmy was talking to Laura, Nora and Jason who had all came with big balloons and teddy bears for the babies.

I wasn't exactly sure how the hell Jason got here so damn fast... I thought that was suspicious, to be honest. Laura and Nora only lived like an hour away in a dorm... Jason, on the other hand, lived at least four hours away.

I wanted to say something about that but honestly, it's not any of my business.

Rose was sitting next to me with both babies in her arms. She looked so content holding her baby siblings.

"Perfectly healthy babies" she smiled at them gratefully. "Little Christina and little Christopher. I'm your big sister" she cooed at them.

I could see her starting to cry again.

"Babe whats wrong?" I asked.

"Nothing I'm fine. They're just so cute" she lied.

That wasn't it. I knew that... but I didn't her to explain herself.

"I'll take the babies" I carefully took them out of her arms and gave one to Jimmy and the other one to Laura.

Jason came over confused and concerned. "What's wrong Roe?"

She quickly wiped her face and sat up straight. "Nothing I'm fine."

"Bullshit" Jason bluntly told her. "Let's go outside. You need some fresh air."

She got up with zero hesitation and left the room. When Jason and I caught up to her outside she was sitting down on a bench.

"Aye" Jason called to her. "What's going on with you?"

"I'm fine" she stood up defensively and began to paste back and forth.

"Rose try to relax. Don't work yourself up" I tried to sooth her.

Her breathing was heavy and her eyes were watery.

"Rose" I reached out for her hand but she pulled away from me.

I'm used to her reacting like that to me. Even when she's mad at me she still hugs me. What the fuck is going on?

"Alright Roe, stop" Jason demanded. "Tell me what the hell is wrong right now or I'm going to get pop" she didn't listen but when he grabbed her arm she didn't pull away from him.

That hurt... I knew that I shouldn't take that personally but that's damn near impossible.

She hugged him tightly, burying her face in his chest and cried, "I'm overwhelmed. I feel like I can't breathe."