Monster | Vkook

(8) Jealousy

Junkook's POV:

It was a friday morning and there I was sitting in my psychology class, to tired to open my eyes. I tried to figure out my real feelings for Taehyung and unfortunately, the thoughts of my father disturbed me too, so there was no chance to get proper sleep.
I'm pretty sure I'm over thinking it, but what can I do? It's everytime like this.
I guess Tae has to explain everything from this lesson afterwards, because this time I really didn't get a thing. To be honest, I didn't need the coaching from him but he knows many things I don't know and I want to be near him as much as I can. Do you call it lovesick?

I sighed and realised that my eyes kept focusing on Taehyung. Only then I noticed that Jin hyung wasn't next to him, but instead of him Namjoon hyung was sitting on Jin hyung's seat. Was he ill or something, because usually the men wouldn't let Tae anywhere alone without him.

Much to my dislike, Namjoon hyung was talking to much with him. When did Taehyung become this social or is it just with him?

As class ended I tried to rush to Tae before he could go anywhere else.

"Hyung, please wait!", I yelled, causing both Namjoon and Tae to stop their tracks and look at me.

"What is it Jungkookie?", Namjoon hyung asked.

I hesitated before I turned to the grey haired male.

"I wanted to ask if you could help me again with psychology today?", I asked with hope in my eyes which soon was replaced with disappointment.

Author's POV:

"Oh, I forgot about that. Can we do it next week? I promised Namjoon hyung to go shopping with him", as soon as Taehyung spoke this sentence a visible frown was placed on the younger's face.

"Oh...that's ok", Jungkook stated sadly.

Taehyung seemed to perceived the sudden mode swing in the others voice as he felt bad for forgetting their lesson, more like just helping the other.

"But if you want me to come to your room after I'm done then-"

"That would be great! Uhm, I mean yea this is fine with me", the younger cursed mentally for answering to fast.

Taehyung on the other hand chuckled lightly, "Ok, I will come as soon as I can."

With this, the friends parted their ways and the brown head couldn't help it but to feel jealous.

Seriously, I need to chill, was everything Jungkook thought about.

In the evening, the maknae was lying on his bed and starring at the blank, white roof. His roommate Jimin said that he would sleep at Yoongi's room tonight, so Jungkook had the room for himself, but right now he had nothing else to do. Taehyung said, he would hurry but that was a long time ago.

In the meantime, the younger had thought of any situation that could happen between Namjoon and Tae. There was a possibility for Jungkook that the two could be a secret couple, although he knew that the second youngest talked with him the most, but maybe Taehyung liked Namjoon the whole time and could hide his feelings very good. The younger was aware of the fact that Jin and Namjoon were good friends, so Taehyung had good chances.

Jungkook's POV:

I closed my eyes in annoyance but opened them soon after hearing a knock on my door.

"That better be Taehyung or else he is going to have a problem", I murmured under my breath.

As I opened the door, all my anger seemed to had vanished and all I could do was to smile at the sight in front of me.

Taehyung was standing in the corridor, a slight pout printed on his lips, his cheeks were red and his hair stuck to his forehead, showing clearly that the boy must had run through the rain to come to my room as fast as possible. His clothes were wet due to the heavy rain outside and the poor boy was panting.

"What do you mean with I'm going to have a problem? I tried to come as fast as I could, that's not fair Kookie!", he pouted even more which let me feel bad.

"Oh, you heard that? I'm sorry I was just...Wait? Did you call me Kookie?

My eyes were wide open as I heard that nickname for the first time ever from him.

"Yup, I think that's a great nickname which suits you very well. I heard Namjoon hyung calling you Jungkookie today, so I took it over and changed it a little bit", he answered cheerfully, "Is it ok for you?"

"Yes, it is", I smiled back, "Can I also call you by a nickname Taehyung hyung?", I asked hesitantly.

"Of course you can. Taehyung hyung is to long anyways."

"Ok, so why don't you come in Tae?"

Once he came in, I closed the door and told him to shower first because I didn't want him to catch a cold. He denied it at first, saying he didn't bring extra clothes, so I put out a pair of light grey sweatpants and a baby blue pullover. Taehyung hesitated, but after mentioning how angry Jin hyung would be if he catched a cold, he rushed to the bathroom.

Once he was showering, my thoughts swayed back and forth.
He called me Kookie, does this name really suit me? More importantly, I wanted to know what took him so long to arrive. Is Namjoon hyung his boyfriend? Is he gay at all?

I was submerged in my thoughts and didn't realise that he knocked several times at the bathroom door, asking for the new clothes which were still on my bed.

Without thinking and still lost in my thoughts, I opened the door and stepped into the bathroom, revealing the older fully. What I saw let my breath falter.

"T-Tae?"

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I'm wondering if I'm rushing things to fast xD