(14) Silence

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Junkook's POV:

We were now sitting separately on our beds in my room, typing silently on our phones.

Good job Jungkook, all I wanted to achieve was more of his trust, but now Tae thinks of me as an intrusive, stubborn boy who is to curious and to desperate to know things about him, especially about him.

I should have stopped when he wanted me to...

Flashback:

"So, if you actually trust me that much hyung, please tell me one thing", I stopped, "Where do all these cuts on your body come from? I'm asking, because it doesn't look like you did them".

Silence.

Hyung was trying to stare at the ground, but I grabbed his chin gently, not wanting to hurt him to face me.

"Tae, you know that you can talk to me right? I won't judge you or anything like this. I just want you to open up more".

He still tried to escape my stare when he clearly couldn't.

My first mistake to ignore his body language.

"Hyung..."

He was biting his lower lip.

"It's fine, you don't need to tell me Kookie. Forget about it".

"What? No!", I yelled in confusion and also fear to lose this chance, but he seemed to be surprised by my yelling, so I let go of his chin and quickly apologised.

"Hyung, look. I'm not trying to scare you or something like this, I just want to know what happened".

Second mistake to pressure him.

"Jungkook, it's a sensitive question, maybe I will tell you someday, but not-"

"Is someone bullying you? Who is it?! I will definitely talk to whoever is doing it!"

He stood up, ready to leave.
"Please, let's just go-"

I hugged him tightly, almost crushing his ribs. Why am I so desperate to know?

"Jungkook! You are hurting me, let me go".

"But-"

"Let me go Jungkook".

I immediately let him go, looking him in the eye's to find any emotions but there was nothing.

Last mistake to hug him, when he doesn't like skin ship.

"We should go now, it's already dark and also cold", he headed to our dorms and I was quick to follow, not daring to say another word.

End


Well done Jungkook, the right way to go. At least I can be glad that he didn't run of to his room.

As I couldn't take the silence anymore I decided to text him.

Kookie🐰
Hey...Do you want to play some games?

I put my phone down to look at him, when it vibrated.

Fluff ball aka. Taetae aka. mysterious boy🐻
Why not
I learned hard to win against you, so be alert seagull

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