a/n: before i start this, i just wanna share that i was re-reading IT and it got to the orgy scene (page 1098-1104/1153) and then let's get lost by g-eazy came on and i started laughing so hard
a/n: if you ever deal with bullying or anything of the sort, tell someone. this chapter is poorly written, but its based on a true story. on wednesday, a girl from my school almost killed herself because someone was bullying her and the situation (i asume) is similar to this. i in no way mean to offend anyone with this chapter. bullying IS a thing and it truly sucks.
i'm sorry, heres the actual chapter:
english class was a bore, but at least school was over. it wasn't the worst class ever, but it felt like it was five hours long. millie walked out of the classroom as fast as possible. she didn't remember to check up on natalia, sadly, her baby was to be born in almost nine months exactly. millie simply just wanted to leave the building before she had to come face-to-face with finn again.
millie shivered at the thought of finn, but she halted when she saw a large crowd around her locker. a girl with blonde hair noticed millie and stepped out of the way. the gray painted locker was written on with red spray paint.
in bold and large words was written:
SLUT, SLUT, SLUT
and in smaller text:
deer milly, kill urself
millie's lips parted, and she brought her hand to her mouth and gasped with a squeal. she immediately knew that finn wrote it, and the bystanders at millie's locker looked at her. some appearing almost sympathetic.
she slowly walked towards her locker, like a bride to the groom, only a this was a lot less romantic. millie opened her locker with a sharp squeak from the metal door. the hallway was silent. she took this as an unspoken apology from the people.
millie threw her books in the locker and grabbed her bag, letting out a shaky breath. she slammed her locker, which caused everyone to jump. millie started to cry, but she couldn't let them see she was weak. she started walking towards the doors to the school, and ended up running home. her shoes hitting the ground repeatedly could be heard the whole way.
when she finally arrived home, she threw her bag onto the floor and slammed the front door. her back slid again the wall as she sank down. millie started crying, tugging at her shortish hair with balled fists.
millie sat in that spot for a while, until she realised what she needed to do.
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mille stood in front of the mirror, staring at herself with a tear stained face and messy hair. a translucent orange bottle sat in her hand. she had previously sent a text message to sadie saying a simple "goodbye, ily".
millie twisted the childproof cap off of the bottle of oxycodone and let out a breath she was holding. she looked back up at the mirror and gave herself a look of disgust. she sighed.
by now there were multiple pills sitting in her hand, and it almost seemed as if they were harmless. she began crying again. millie felt weak in the legs, so she sat down on the toilet lid.
she put her hand up to her mouth and started tilting.
the door flew open, revealing a red head, who ran towards millie and grabbed her hand and threw the pills to the floor. millie choked out a sob and let sadie hug her.
"millie, millie, look at me. i came as fast as i could. don't you dare leave me. you're my best friend, my only friend." sadie said, looking millie straight in the eyes. millie just blinked and tucked her head into sadies shoulder.
"it's okay millie, you're okay. you're good." sadie said while rubbing millie's back.
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"millie, do you want to go to school today? we don't have to. we could stay home and eat ice cream and watch movies." sadie said to millie, who was still laying in bed at nine in the morning, which meant that they already missed three hours of school.
"um, i don't know-wait actually, yes. i wanna go." millie said, sitting up while drinking the coffee that sadie gave her.
"are you sure, i mean, we don't have to." millie nodded to sadie.
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the two girls walked into school, with people staring at them. word had gotten out that millie tried to kill herself. neither of the girls knew how.
millie's head was down, but a nudge in the side from sadie caused her to lift her head. once millie saw the cause for the nudge, she rolled her eyes. finn the asshole stood, leaning against the wall, looking guilty as hell.
finn saw the look of pain in millie's eyes and almost looked away.
it was clear he felt like an ass.
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a/n: i'm dead inside- wAIT THATS A JOKE I DIDNT MEAN IT
