Just another girl..

We move apart, we come closer.

***pretty explicit stuff down there***

Skip this chapter if you wish to..I'll write a recap in the next one for sure.

**Violet's POV**

"What to wear, what to wear, what to wear? Today." I kept saying that until Lily was super annoyed and picked up a dress for me. It was a pale grey cocktail dress with sphagetti straps..though the dress lacked intensity in colour, I agreed to wear it.because Dad bought me that dress. The hem of the cocktail dress just stopped short on my knees. It was just a simple peice of clothing, yet for some strange reason, it seemed elegant and beautiful.

"Now let's go and give those guys something to drool about." and with that Lily grabbed my hand and dragged me to the driveway. When we stepped out the car there were beer bottles strewed about on the lawn with people in clusters sitting around outside making out. It was really sticky and hot with loud thumping music.

It was dark and I made sure not to step on anyone..but little clumsy me did step on someone's hand but he didn't care to react.

So I walked away like nothing happened until again the clumsy side of me took over and I ran into something hard..since it was totally dark in there I assumed it to be a wall..but someone's hold on me made me realise that it was a wall that I hit. He helped me to regain my so lost balance.

I stood still..as soon as I was about to look up who the secret helper was.."Thank you! That's exactly what I needed right now." Mark said in his super annoyed voice, followed by his classic smirk.

"Oh! It isn't my fault that you are insanely blind." I said and tried to get his grip off me. "Excuse me!" he said at a higher pitch. "Excused." I said and then walked away like a boss.

I didn't come all the way here to become 'The embarassement magnet'..and with that I was about to leave the party until I saw what I saw. Adam? Seriously?

I mean Mark barely had an idea about Adam's existence..how could he do this to me? He did call him on purpose. I was this close to punch him hard..but what I saw next brought me to a stand still. Adam was there with Jennifer. Oh yes he was!

I didn't want him to notice me, so I tried to leave without telling anyone..but I couldn't leave without Lily. I had to find her. And I knew exactly where to look for her..The dance floor!

I grabbed the hold of her hand and tried to get her out but boy was she drunk!

"You bitch! How much did you drink?" I screamed at the top of my lungs.. "One, two, three, eleventy three..hehehe" and with that she continued to dance her ass off.

Okay, so the answer was 'A lot'..How was I supposed to get a super drunk girl out of the party without getting noticed? I kept thinking but when nothing cracked in my mind..I decided to stop worring. 'Getting drunk' was the third thing on my bucket list..so I went with the flow and just when I was about to sip in my beer..he stopped me.

Adam! Yeah..he was standing right next to me..The touch of his skin had a brutal effect on my insides.

Heart. Pounding, throat thinkening, absolutely can't swallow. All the usual symptoms followed.

"Have you ever gotten drunk?" He asked me..

"Um, nope." I answered.

Minutes passed by. while I waited for him to look at me and respond.

"I think your first time should be with me." He finally said in a hushed tone. Something about the way he worded it, made my heart race. My first time with him.

He swayed me out of the crowd..with him.. By the time we reached the lawn, he put all the bottles down and asked me to pick one. "Vodka it is!" He said triumphantly.

After taking my first sip, I cringed at the taste. It was so strong but I continued drinking with him.

After the fourth shot, I could feel the buzz kick in. I felt lightheaded and slightly dizzy. I got up and tried to walk but  ended up falling over him. We stayed in that position, looking into each other's eyes for a while, until he finally broke the silence..and said.."Violet something is changed in you..you are distant, cold. I don't know what I've done but I'll leave you alone if that's what you want." I sure as hell knew that was the buzz talking but it still felt nice..to know that he cared.

I was lost in my own thoughts until he shook me and said.. "Is that what you want?"

"Noo. I love you. Why would I ever want you to leave? I'm distant because that's good for both of us. I don't wanna be a home wrecker. That's not who I am." I'm pretty sure I was able to say it all at one go..but I don't remember most of it.

All I do remember is what happened next.. Everything felt hot, like the temperature had spiked up several degress, and every place where Adam made contact with me felt super sensitive. His hand went towards my jaw, and he pulled me towards him..quickly but gently. I tried not to think twice before I crushed my lips to his. I was still a tiny bit tipsy, which could account for my burst of confidence.

His lips moved slowly against mine. For a few moments I was in control with no clue what to do with it. Eventually, Adam took over and started to lead me instead. It didn't matter that we were outside, my body went hot all over in a few mere seconds after having him kiss me.

His lips were soft and demanding and when he brought a hand up to cup my cheek in a typical Adam fashion my entire body sighed in content.

I didn't notice when he spun us around and had me caged between the ground and him. I never wanted it to end, but Adam was first one to pull away.

Then I realized.

Drinking made me sexual.

Mother of Jesus.

I mean I usually fantasized about Adam when I was sober, but this was a whole new level. I really needed to control myself.

We were both breathing a little erratically. Our gazes locked and I was sure he could see how I felt.

The problem was that I could see how he felt too. 'Regret.'

"Fuck" He breathed out, looking away from me. It wasn't long until the reality hit me too. He was with Jennifer. Man this sucks! I just ruined there relationship. I was the other girl..

And with that I stood up and did the walk of shame home..( like I said Mark lived nextdoor )

Sooo??

Did you like it? If any of my relatives are reading this, and m pretty sure they are..please don't mind the stuff I wrote earlier. I mean it's just a peice of fiction people.

And guys please let me know if you liked it..

Boy! I do sound needy. But I just need to make sure on how well m doing.

and I know that it's my 'debut' story ( yayy :P )

but dosen't makes it my story.. I mean I am no Chetan Bhagat who could write about his real life and become famous.

Soo..*akward*

Umm,

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