she left. she's right there, but she's not here anymore. she decided that she wasn't upset about losing me, even after all of the things that I did to make her who she is. I guess that maybe it's okay that she's gone now, 'cause I don't have to put her first anymore, but now I'm lonely. she was the last one I had left. I don't like being alone, but I don't really have any options. maybe she's the one who left me the most recently, but she's the last of a long list. I guess I should take a hint. crybaby girls with a messed up head do not get the happy ending that they dream about. crybaby girls do not know how to fix the things they cry about. I guess we're not good for anything at all, really. at least she left, so I can't take her down with me.
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