silly girl, what did you expect ? did you think things would be okay just 'cause you hoped they'd be ? forgotten girl, what could happen next ? things are never gonna go good for you, you know that. unhappy girl, darker than the rest, who will crush the person you always dreamed you'd be ? unlucky girl, replaceable at best, isn't it sad that your mind is running out of things to distract you ? funny girl, put it to the test, try your very hardest and end up second best, since no one pays attention to the feelings in your chest. it hurts, doesn't it ? the knowledge that no ones gonna notice that you're crying in the dark, the knowledge that no one's gonna notice that your smile is fake and your cheerfulness is forced and your disposition is a carefully crafted lie. silly, silly girl. what's gonna happen now ?
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