The Banshee Diaries

Chapter 1

Sitting at the back of the class, I couldn't help but dismiss the activity and stare at my crush who I hopelessly fell in love with for all but three years when I saw him in a different light at the end of seventh grade. I checked to make sure no one caught me staring then went back to daydreaming, we would be a perfectly looking couple with my black hair and blue eyes with a somewhat childish face and attitude and his black hair and hazel eyes with his dangerous and strict and strong gaze and attitude, I sighed in disappointment because he might not be one of my bullies but he sure was no knight in shining armor as he is friends with my bullies and even if he wasn't, he made it clear a long time ago that because I am no wolf, he does not think off me as one of his pack members and that as soon as he takes over as Alpha, I would be expected to leave the pack. No ones knows what I am and mom told me to never reveal it as it could be dangerous and my step dad loves me as his own daughter so he keeps our secret but as a result everyone thinks I'm human and I would have to eventually lose the only family I have... I look up from my daydreaming to see that we have work so I get to work doing the work on the board and what timeing too! a few minutes after the teacher walks around with that damn yellow big ass ruler and starts checking our work, I began scribbling down answers as fast as I could but slowed down when she came near me, my heart was beating in my ears and my mind kept screaming that she's on to me and that I've answered most wrong and that I'm too far behind, I could not concintrate on the work but where she is and what she's going to do and how embarrassing it's going to be to be called out that I was like a statue with a drumming music inside, even after she walked past I was still paranoid and it took awhile to calm down while doing the work. I was so absorbed doing the work that when the bell rang for next class I jumped in shock and recieved a few snickering while we all packed to move to our next class, I sneaked a peak at Reyes again but he was gone and I felt a bit disappointed as he does not share my next class. I walked out of class and was immediately met with cold and distant hazel eyes and I stupidly just stood in front of him and stared, I say stupidly because he was of cause not waiting for me and I am just making a fool of myself by standing in front of him doing nothing but staring... I wonder how his touch feels like... he never touched me and I avoided it because I might get addicted but also I don't think I would be able to block out the death visions and as a powerful being he will feel the vibes of power and since he needs to think I'm human... I'm forced to have no physical activity with him, shit that sounds sexual but that was not what I was thinking. The hallways grew quiet and that is when I had to look around and my heart started racing as I see that I was the cause, I mumbled sorry, well squeaked it out to Reyes as I could never seem to say a full sentence to him and tried to leave but of cause they won't allow me, I saw Reyes leave with Ashmee then looked down in pain "don't even think to look at him because he is not in your league, human" "you only embarrassing yourself with your infatuation" "that was so awkward that I had to wash my eyes with wolvesbane just to forget it" "you are just prey to him, human, nothing more so get over yourself" I had to listen to it all every time they had a chance to spit out an insult or two without saying anything or it would just get worse, I have learnt from experience but all I wanted was to be left alone and cry in my sorrowful path that keeps getting darker and darker, leading the way to the bottomless pit of the abyss...