Cant Live Like This... (Chris Brown, Trey Songz, Roc Royal, and Tyga STORY)

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"Taraji Pov"

Today is my first official check-up with the doctor about the baby. I should've went in my first month, but I've been under alot of stress close to depression. Its time I start living for my baby and me, fuck its daddy. I mean1 that in the cruelest way possible.

"I'm here to see my OBGYN doctor Bryant," I say to the nurse in the front. We smile at each other, and she looks at my stomach of course. "First kid?" she asks I nod and smile. "How far along are you?" she asks

"No more than 2 in a half 3 months, this is my first check up" I say to her happily "Hunny chile you are tiny you can barely tell your pregnant you probably wont blow up until your 6th, 7th month." she stated. She sounds just like that lady that always plays peoples mamas in movies. Loretta Divine.  

"Really well that's good I'm not ready to be huge yet" I say laughing. "Doctor Bryant will be with you shortly sweetie" says the nurse. I walk to the waiting area. As I look around I see two other young pregnant females waiting. One had a guy with her I'm guessing the babies father by the way he rubbed her belly. They are so cute I thought to myself. I wish it were me. I shake the thought away shrugging my shoulders. "Oh well" I say to myself.

Not all people get that fairytale family. You know, the husband, wife, kids, white picket fence and the dog. I sure as hell didn't have it, and now the cycle continues with me and my child.

You think I didn't picture my life with Chris looking like candy canes and gumdrops. Well I did and look where it got me. Pregnant in an abusive relationship, in which I feel single and completely foolish.

"Taraji Williams" says a doctor opening the door, with his clipboard in his hand. I get up glance at my surroundings and proceed following the doctor. When we made it to the room, the doctor closed the door behind him.

"Hi Ms. Williams, I'm Dr. Bryant I'll be your OBGYN" says the Doctor. I smile, and say hi. "Is this your first visit?" says Doctor Bryant "Yes it is" I nervously  fiddling with my fingers. "When was your last period?" says the doctor writing on his clipboard "Um about 3 months ago on the 12 th" I say nervously "Alright June the twelfth, I'm going to see just how far along you are in the ultrasound" says the Doctor "Your so tiny you look no more than a few weeks," he says smiling. I return the smile, I guess that's a compliment that I'm not starting to blow up yet.

The Doctor puts some clear gel like substance on my belly, in my navel area. "It's cold" I shrieked "Yes I know I'm sorry, and I hear it all the time," he says. On the screen as I turn to my left I could see my little peanut for the first time. "What a powerful heartbeat" says Doctor Bryant. Instantly tears roll down my face. "Thats my baby" I softly say in awe. "Yes it is, eight more weeks and you could find out the sex of your baby," says the Doctor. I smile at the thought, and pondered if I even wanted to know the sex, or will I just wait. 

"We're going to take some blood from you, and run some tests, to make sure everything is ok with you blood for health reasons" says Doctor Bryant "Why? "I ask curiously "Nothing personal it's what we do with all soon to be mothers" he said.  "You know for the safety of the unborn" says Doctor Bryant.

He preps me for the drawing of my blood. It was such a gruesome sight, to me anyways. When he was done he had three tubes full yuck. Doctor Bryant put gauls and tape over my arm and told me my next check up is next month.