Cant Live Like This... (Chris Brown, Trey Songz, Roc Royal, and Tyga STORY)

I Love You

"Taraji POV"

It's been a rough 2 weeks for me. Chris keeps hitting me, Trey hates me I just don't know what to do. I just wish I could run away from it all I'm nowhere near financially stable to leave and be anywhere on my own.

I may have a good $1000 to my name. Thats what I get for depending on no good ass niggas to take care of me. I never had anyone to teach me to be independent and not a dependant.

I mean I had my foster mom, but she wasn't my real mom, I never felt the love there, I always felt like she was just doing her job. We fell out anyway over a year ago over Chris.

The story is she didn't want me to be emancipated which means when you turn 16 your a legal adult by law you can be on your own, and thats what I did.

We got into it, because I thought she just wanted to keep me around 5 more years for the foster care check she had been getting for me, since I was placed in her care at age 12. I honestly don't know If my real parents are dead or alive, but I consider them dead.

Maybe one day my foster mom, and I will talk again, maybe not. One way or another people come and go everyday.

I begin getting ready for school, I wanted to look cute to feel better about myself. Plus Im getting fatter by the days, I'm pushing 5 months in another week in a half I will be.

I do my daily hygienic routine. I decided to wear some blue jean overalls, not the pant overalls the short overalls. The overalls were to hide this big belly protruding out from me, and plus they were cute.

I wore a lavender fitted v-neck shirt underneath, and my lavender, and blue and white J's. I straightened my hair which flowed down my back, and by the end of this 9 months will be on the middle of my back, or at least mid-way. My hair flows just a bit past my shoulders of course I have a few extensions to make it look fuller.

I shined myself up grabbed my bluejean coach purse and keys, and waited on my ShamRoc, I love those two I thought smiling. They pulled up, and we all headed to school. Roc turns the music down for a sec. "I like your j's them babies go hard" says Roc to me. "Oh thanks bro I've had these almost a year and wore them twice, this being the second time" I say. Shamari turns around looks in the back seat at my shoes. "Ooh those are cute" she says. "Thanks sis" I say to her.

We make it to school, and I don't know why but for some reason I swear I seen Chris, this is the second time I've thought this maybe it is him. I pull out my phone, and text him.

*Text*

-wyd? (what are you doing)

I glance over to see if he answers his message, but he didn't, I should've called to make sure that was him for sure. The day was dragging along again, all I kept thinking of was lunchtime, my fat ass. When lunchtime arrive I rushed to the cafe. "It feels like I haven't eaten in forever" I say to ShamRoc. They laugh at me. "Thats because the baby is like a little leech sucking all the food, and life  right out of you" says Roc.

"Bro don't ever refer to my baby, your niece or nephew as a leech" I say hitting him in the arm. "Well its kinda true though if you think about it logically, you can consider babies to be leeches because just like a leech they suck and drain all the energy out of you, and food gives you energy right which my little niece or nephew is sucking out of you" says Mari. "You are such an ass, you always gotta think logically"  I say laughing. 

When lunch was over I headed to class. I walked in and the class was empty I sat in my desk. I heard walking, I turned around and it was Trey.

I got up as if I seen a ghost. Trey clenched his lips, I could tell that there was still tension. He walks right past me as if he doesn't see me. I get up and stand near his desk, still nothing. I could feel the tears swelling up in my eyes, so I turned around grabbed my books and things and started walking fast, I was hurt.

"I love you!" Trey shouted. I stopped dead in my tracks. I turned around and walked towards Trey. "What did you just say?" I ask him. "I said I love you Taraji Chanel" he says to me. "I love you to Trey, I'm sorry...I didn't mean to keep anything from you it all happen so fas-" I was cut off by Treys blissful kiss.

The kiss was amazing, but I instantly became upset. "How could you disappear on me like that for 2 in a half weeks, and come back kissing on me? Did I really deserved to be deserted like that? I mean I was wrong for not being straight up with you, but if you care about me and love me why would you leave me in the dust like that?" I asked with watered eyes.

"Raji I don't know its a man thing I couldn't be your first love, your first time, but I would've liked for you to have your first child with me. The fact is I was furious cause it wasn't me you were pregnant by, and I was hurt because I was already in way too deep I just needed time to think about everything" says Trey.

"Well thats all you had to say instead of making me feel like a big steamy pile of shit" I say. "I know it wasn't easy, I'm a man and I let my pride get in the way. I'm sorry forgive me I will never leave you again as long as I live" says Trey caressing my face. I smile at him the biggest smile ever because I've actually found my true love.

Class was about to start, the students rushed in and took their seats. "Mr. Neverson glad your back," says Drew on of the students. "Glad to be back" says Trey looking at the.class, then glancing at me last.