Cant Live Like This... (Chris Brown, Trey Songz, Roc Royal, and Tyga STORY)

I Guess I gotta go

"Taraji POV"

It's the 26th of December, almost New Years. Man this whole year has been crazy, and went by fast. I don't usually make New Years resolutions so I'm not going to start now.

It's about 4 in the afternoon and Trey is laying in my lap drooling .My phone begins ringing. I was so relaxed, I didn't see who was calling. "Hello", I said in a relaxed tone. "Where you at Taraji?!", says a pissed off Christopher. I sat up briskly. "The Doctors office let me call you back", I say in a shaky voice.

I hang up the phone, Trey was still sound asleep. "Bae wake up", I say tapping his arm."Wassup mama?", Trey says in a sleepy voice. "That was Chris" , I say worried. "So fuck that bitch", says Trey laying back down. "Baby this will all be over soon, but to save some confrontation I guess I gotta go back today. Just until after the new year.

Trey clenched his jaw. "Man I'll be glad when all this bullshit is over, I already want to kill dude ass he better not put his hands on you again Raji I don't know what I would do, It makes me feel like less of a man cause I can't protect you", Trey says.

I didn't know what to say in response to him,  so I didn't say anything at all. I layed his head on my belly, which always seems to calm him down.

Trey ran him and I some bath water, and we sat in the tub together quietly, we both had alot on our minds. I loved this jacuzzi tub and I'm glad he ran us a bath to relax both of our nerves. He leaned in, and we began kissing. I looked into his eyes. "I love you Tremaine, I'm not going anywhere I'll be yours forever In due time", I said caressing his face.

Once our bath was over Trey lotioned my body from head to toe. He gathered a few of my things not everything but just a few items. "You ready?", Trey asks with a dead look on his face.

We ride past Chris's first to see if he's there. No one was there so Trey was able to drop me off at the front door. He gave me a quick kiss goodbye. As soon a I walked through the door and sat my things down, I felt very uneasy meaning uncomfortable.

I'll be glad when all this is over, its all so overwhelming I don't feel safe at all here. I go to the room, and unpack before Chris arrives, and lay down and turn the T.V. on.  Lifetime was the first channel on my mind.

The movie I was watching was about a deranged psycopathic boyfriend, who abused his loving girlfriend. This movie had me feeling some type of way. Was this some kind of subliminal message?

I drifted fast asleep. I woke up to a loud thud. Chris walks in with some bags and dropped his phone.

"Wassup bae?", he says looking at me. "Hey baby", I say with no feelings what so ever. "Whats all that Christopher? ", I ask. "Christmas gifts from my fam", he says.

"Oh" I say not really caring. Chris comes on my side of the bed, he sits down, which immediately put me in defense mode. He scooted a little closer than I expected which caused me to cringe. Chris lifts my shirt and grabs my stomach on both sides then he kissed it.

"What was that for?", I asked shocked. "For my unborn" he responded . I sat there in complete silence, because that threw me off but I didn't want to say anything to upset him at the moment.

I turned over in bed, and began drifting to sleep.